Just found out my ex colleague/friend is pregnant with number 2....
That's it now....every person who was pregnant around the same time as me, whom I shared my pregnancy, birth and first baby year with have rather had their second baby, or are now pregnant with number 2 when will it happen to me????????? WILL it happen to me?
I"m so upset and pissed off at my body. I knew it wasn't necessarily going to be easier 2nd time round but I thought that at least this time I knew what worked....and at least this time I was more tuned in with my body...
I'm about the same weight I was when I fell pregnant with Georgie (was lighter before xmas!) and am takin Met....I know my cycles....I am testing ovulationg kits every month and that indicates I'm Oing...... but still it's been 2 years and not even a hint that it may happen soon.
I go back to the Dr in March and he won't even prescribe me clomid because I won't have lost enough weight to get it........he'll just say go and loose some more weight and then I'll waste another 6 months until my next appointment again....
I try very very hard to keep my faith with this and pray that it is in the plan somewhere that it hasn't happened now because is wasn't supposed to happen yet and it will happen soon...........still breaks my heart though to hear everyone elses good news when all I want to do is to share my own.....
Sorry just almost burst out crying at work and needed to get it all out somewhere so I can get on with things until I get home (then put it all onto DH who will just say it will happen, carry on with your weight loss your doing great blah blah blah lmfao)....
Keep the faith girl... There is a reason for all things.
Smile and say 'that's great news!' and just believe that one day those words will be coming back to you. It can happen and will happen one way or another.
You mentioned the ovulation kits... Can I just tell you that I was getting false positives with them when we were trying to conceive Grainne. Maybe you could ask your doc to run some bloods on your next cycle and see if you really are ovulating.
Keeping everything crossed for you that we'll all be posting words of congratulations for you soon.
I cant really say i know how u feel , but i can say keep ya faith going and keep ur chin up , u will sooner or later get pregnant and another child will be blessed with havin a fanstatic mum and dad , least ur trying and doin the right things
Jess x
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Thanks for the hugs and kind words girls...just kind of took me by suprise because when I last spoke to this couple (I used to work/be friends with them both but they moved back to the states last summer) I was saying that we were trying for number 2 and she said she didn't want another for the minute....I know number 1 was a bit of an 'acciedent' for them too so it makes me wonder.....
Of course I am very happy for them - they are great parents and I know another baby is always a miracle.....
DH isn't be very sympathetic either..... when I was trying to tell him how upset I was he said 'stop turning it into a race' and I said 'I'm not I'm just worried it will never happen again' and he said 'well if it doesn't we'll just have to accept that'......he is too brutely honest sometimes...but I suppose that is the truth... we do have one beautiful gorgeous daughter already when some couples are chlidless and I should be more thankful for what I have already.
It is gonna hurt Nyk , your only human to feel how u do ,
IT will happen eventually you will be having to little munchkins running around then
hope everything goes well for u , chin up buddy
Jess x
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I am certain your time will come again soon, don’t worry to much surely stressing it out when make it harder to conceive, you need to keep stress free… it will happen for you again and just think how blessed you will be when it does.
I can totally understand how you're feeling though. I've been working as a part-time teacher for 3.5 years and I've been filling in for people on maternity leave for three of those years. It seems EVERYone is having babies. DH and I have been trying for the last 4 years and it's not happening for us. Unfortunately, dh doesn't seem terribly effected by it, he says, 'if it's meant to be, it will happen.' Not much solice in that.
I hope that everything works out the way that you want it to. I know how frustrating it can be when it doesn't.
Didn't want to read and run. I know it is a really $hitty feeling, and I don't imagine for one second that having a baby makes the yearning for another one any less, so don't beat yourself up about it
Lots of love and baby dust coming your way x
__________________ Me 36 DH40, TTC since Sept 02
DH has two daughters from prev marriage and his swimmers are fine.
Finally diagnosed PCOS Jan '05, perscribed 1500mg metformin
BFP 9 June 09, methotrexate for ectopic pregnancy 10 July 09
HCG levels 24 June - 132 9 July - 1179 26 June - 211 14 July - 933 28 June - 286 17 July - 673 1 July - 476 24 July - 118 5 July - 794 31 July - 13 7 July - 954
hope it all works out for you!! hopefully ull be preggers before you know it!! ive actually had to stop ttc at the moment because me and my husband have split up and thats the hardest thing ever!
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Just found out my ex colleague/friend is pregnant with number 2.... 
when will it happen to me????????? WILL it happen to me?
thinking of you
you will be having to little munchkins running around then 
