I was just reading some posts and reading your responses to some people in so much pain. You have some wonderful insight and support for these ladies....look how far you've come in your journey! A couple of months ago, you probably weren't able to offer advice because you needed it yourself. A couple of months ago, you couldn't offer the saying "it gets easier with time" because you hadn't had the time yet....Just look at how far you have come! Not only have you had the darkest of days, you've coped with other babies being born, dealing with the girls stuff, their room, mothers day, and the upcoming due date! And you sound sooooo strong and ready. Ready to live. Ready to smile. Ready to cope. Congrats on travelling down that road. I know it must have been the hardest and scariest road you've ever been on....but now you are on the highway girl! I just wanted you to know that I've noticed the changes in you and I am so proud of how courageous and strong you are. You are inspiring.
**I knew you'd be able to reach out to others some day.....just look at what you have to offer!
way to go!
Holly
__________________ Me 38, Dh, 36,
DD, Katie Grace 4/8/03 she's 5 now!!
DS, Samuel Fenway...born 12/22/04, he's 4 now!
With Katie, tested ++++at 12dpo
13dpo: 428, 16dpo:1,903!!!
Born on April 8, 2003
8lbs, 6oz, 20 inches long
With Sam,4/12/04 beta= 131 at 8 or 11 dpo, p4 14.4
4/15/04 beta= 1,059 at 11 or 14 dpo
4/28/04=36,850 P4=35.2
Holly...you were one of the very first people to respond to my first post on here after losing my girls..and i cant tell you how that first experience impacted my 'journey'...i still hit potholes every now and again but the biggest hurdle i had to face was to stop blaming myself...and to stop feeling so alone. You all helped me with that more then you'll ever know...
i still carry that 'flashlight' you gave me...and i can say many wonderful things about you too...'mommy to be'...
i'm so honored to be here with you all...even though i'm such a windbag you still put up with me.
Thanks. Your words really really mean alot...
__________________ Kim 40 PCOS/IR/IC/PIH/PTL
DS6yrs-preemie-30w)Twins-Met,Prometrium, Puregon Injectibles DS3YRS
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aww you are NEVER alone.....but I am sure it feels like it at times....You are a strong strong woman...another gift the girls have given you. strength. perserverance. will....
Your flashlight is a beacon now....shining bright and showing others the way out of the "dark place."
__________________ Me 38, Dh, 36,
DD, Katie Grace 4/8/03 she's 5 now!!
DS, Samuel Fenway...born 12/22/04, he's 4 now!
With Katie, tested ++++at 12dpo
13dpo: 428, 16dpo:1,903!!!
Born on April 8, 2003
8lbs, 6oz, 20 inches long
With Sam,4/12/04 beta= 131 at 8 or 11 dpo, p4 14.4
4/15/04 beta= 1,059 at 11 or 14 dpo
4/28/04=36,850 P4=35.2
kwannabee...look how far you've come! 
