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02-20-2005, 04:07 PM
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My precious child,
I am sending these words out into the universe, some might say more for my own benefit than for yours. I write this to help myself with my own struggle and to help you realize just how much your Daddy and I have always wanted you and how hard we are trying to get you here. I am hoping that by sending these words out, your soul will find them and you will find your way home to us, your Mama and Daddy who love you more than you could ever know.
From the day I met your father, I knew my world had changed forever. I had found that one certain love that quiets all fears, comforts all sorrows, expands all joy and brings a light to my life. I know my lifelong dream of being your mother will come true. I dream of the day I will feel your tiny little life force inside of me, counting the kicks of your perfect little feet. I long to hold you in my arms, to rock you to sleep, to feel your soft skin, smell your baby smell, gaze into your face and marvel at you...the perfect blend of your parents who love each other so much, and you...the perfect and ultimate expression of that love. I long for the magical day that your soul enters my body and I am given the honor of nurturing you, giving you life, given the awesome responsibility and gift of protecting you, loving you and watching you grow. I long for the day I will have the opportunity to make my husband a father again. To give him the chance to raise a child with me, the way he was meant to, to let him experience everything he has been denied with your big brother.
Although you do not exist in the body yet, I know your soul is present. Waiting for the perfect time. We are waiting for you, my sweet baby. We love you already, and are patiently waiting for you. Please don't give up on us, we're fighting to get you here. We want you more than you could ever imagine. Soon, very soon, it will be your time to come home to us. We love you.
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DH Matt - 38 (he has a child)
Married 11/20/04
TTC #1 together since 10/04...
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Doing WW again...first goal: Get below 300!!!
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02-21-2005, 10:43 AM
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Beautiful.... says it all really, doesn't it? I hope you are are saving a copy of this to put it your future baby's memory book.
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02-21-2005, 09:22 PM
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That was very touching. Positive thoughts to you.............
-Krista
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02-28-2005, 07:19 PM
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What a beautiful letter Becca! I agree with Katydyd, the letter will make a wonderful addition to the memory book!
I haven't heard from you in a while - hope all is well - most importantly I hope your absense means that AF finally came and went and that you and DH have been busy baby dancing!! 
Take care and talk to you soon!
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August 6, 2005 thru May 2006 :: 90 lbs lost
March 10, 2007 :: 20 lbs 'up' and back on Plan
*~* 15 wks/15 lbs ... 3 lbs down, 12 to go! *~*
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03-01-2005, 01:34 PM
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Hey Rebecca that was just beautiful. I got tears in my eyes over that one. I think its wonderful for you to feel the way you do, to keep hope alive. Never give up. I believe your baby is out there in the heavens, and when the time is right, he or she will be yours. Prayers and baby dust your way!! ~~Katrina
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03-21-2005, 03:57 PM
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Rebecca,
I pray that you are blessed with your spirit child very soon! | |
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03-21-2005, 04:00 PM
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This is so beautiful!! ((((HUGS))))
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Current meds~ Lithium&Celexa 4 furbabies
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05-06-2005, 10:14 AM
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That is just beautiful!!
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05-17-2005, 05:21 PM
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Keep the hope alive is all my mum ever says too me. Its amazing | |
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06-30-2005, 01:09 AM
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WOW...Good luck to you....huggs
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07-10-2005, 07:06 PM
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Points: 77.00 Bank: 0.00 Total Points: 77.00 | Wow There is someone out there who feels like me
I have also been trying to conceive for over a year. I know my baby is out there. I'll be happy with a boy or a girl. I feel a little greedy lol. I want twins. I just really want a healthy baby someone to play with and bath and change and feed. I can't wait to be woken up at 3:00am to feed and change my baby. I can't wait to feel a baby growing inside of me.I actually can't wait to feel contractions and be in labor. I'm looking forward to it all. My grandparents both passed away and when before they went to hevean they knew what my heart most desired. I wanted to find a man to settle down with and start a family. I have found that man. I love him with all my heart and soul. Our baby will come next. I have faith in the Lord. If there is one thing that my nanna taught me it was to have faith. I know one day when the time is right God will bless my fiance and I with a baby.
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07-10-2005, 07:34 PM
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That was beautiful. it brought tears to my eyes. Baby dust to you and your husband. | |
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07-12-2005, 04:27 AM
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Made me cry. As i was reading your letter it was like i was reading my own experience, i too have written a similar kind of letter that oneday i hope to hand over to my child when they are old enough.
Fingers crossed we all oneday will be blessed.
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