You know what's even better than being pregnant? Having pregnancy symptoms that make you almost POSITIVE that you're pregnant.....and then starting your effing period.
I had dizziness, cramping, back aches for DAYS, bleeding gums! (never had bleeding gums during 2ww, should have known it was too good to be true), heartburn... It's like my body is determined to tease me and play with my mind because it's a cruel, cruel *****. I even deleted my facebook last night after I started my period because I seriously couldn't take anymore pregnant friends, posting about how happy and sleepy and nauseous they are.
Why is it so hard to make a baby?? How do people do it and why can't I?? Even when I do make one, it gets miscarried and all I'm left with is even more anguish. To view links or images in this forum your post count must be 10 or greater. You currently have 0 posts.
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Miscarriage 12/08
5 more rounds of Clomid - BFN
Laparoscopy, hysteroscopy, and HSG Dec 2009: cyst on right ovary (removed), stage 2 endo (removed), tubes wide open!
Starting Femara in February! Suh-weet!
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I've had the same thing happen to me and I think it broke part of my brain when I started. It really is just not fair, and I'm normally the first person to preach the fact that life isn't fair, but you would think, in just this case, maybe it could be. Sigh. I'm so sorry hun.
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I know how you feel... my doctor must think I'm cazy! I'm always in there demanding a blood test to check, well after I've taken like over a dozen HPTs...
I look at is as... when it does happen, it'll mean more to me than those people who just get pregnant because they're bored. The time seems to go fast for me, I don't know about you... I can't believe that DH and I have been trying for 8 months now. We get to see an RE next cycle.
My cousin just had a baby 2 weeks ago, my other one is pregnant, and I have 4 friends who are due within the next 2 months, and another one who just found out a couple weeks ago. I sometimes feel like I'm going crazy!
HANG IN THERE!
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DX: March 2009
11/15-BFP 2/9-Private Gender U/S - Team Pink (They couldn't get a great shot, but there was no stump) 3/12-Gender U/S
Yorshire Terrier: Mika 1 year.
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I'm so sorry to hear that Oceanic. Ugh, it's really is such an unbelievably gut wrenching process, isn't it. And I know that, "maybe next month" never makes it feel any better. And I know that the minute you walk out your front door all you see are pregnant women and women carrying newborns and it's heartbreaking. I'm so sorry. I'm pretty certain that I'm in the same boat as you this month, I couldn't possibly feel less pregnant. But it will be devastating nevertheless when AF rears her ugly head. It always is. The good news is that BFP's seen to pop up on this forum all the time, which means there is definitely hope. The waiting is the worst though, isn't it....
__________________ Me (32) DH (33)
TTC since March 2008
Conceived naturally Sept 2008 - m/c Nov 2008
4th cycle 100mg Clomid with trigger and Pre-Seed - BFP - chemical pregnancy
5th & 6th cycle 100mg Clomid + trigger + pre-seed - BFN
Starting IVF Feb 2010
I'm so sorry & yes, life surely can be quite unfair *hugs*
Stupid pcos bodies!!!
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YEP Im def on that boat with you this month. Cept i dont have a period either.... 8+ BFN's... and an AF that is MIA......... CUMMON NOW!!!! Mother nature is a cruel *****!!! I have the symptoms too, but no... i have nothing.. NOTHING! LOL I freaking hate having PCOS.
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BFP! Soy, Met & Femaprin
10/5/09- 6w3d SAW h/b!
11/13/09- 12w h/b 154 bpm!
1/8/10- 20w5d IT'S A BOY!!!!
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i just started my period today after feeling pregnant too
i was soo nauseated and stuff and felt really happy
i guess it isnt meant to be this month
i hope all of us r pg next month and sharing all the good news!
please dont get depressed it just makes everything worse!!!!
Thanks everyone.
The worst is how, after starting my period or getting a BFN, I can't stand seeing pregnant women. It's gut-wrenching knowing that if we were a fertile couple, we would've already had a kid or two by now. But nope. No children to love and care for here.
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Conceived 1st round of Clomid 10/08
Miscarriage 12/08
5 more rounds of Clomid - BFN
Laparoscopy, hysteroscopy, and HSG Dec 2009: cyst on right ovary (removed), stage 2 endo (removed), tubes wide open!
Starting Femara in February! Suh-weet!
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4 bfn's later, i'm on cd 44... my boobs have been killing me since the end of july, i had dizzy spells, sore gums and the works as well... sadly, 40+ day cycles are kind of the norm for me... it gets harder to deal with each time around. i don't even really feel hopeful anymore when af is late... and after the first bfn it's the worst because waiting on af is worse, to me, than waiting to O or being in 2ww... my brain & heart play tricks on me the whole time...
but she always shows up eventually.
hang in there darlin. we're all here with you.
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Not preventing since late 2005.
Actively trying since March 2009.
6 cycles w/soy, 3 O's, all BFN.
4 cycles w/clomid, 4 O's, all BFN.
Taking February off to get some further
testing done.
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I can really empathise with you. We've been trying TTC for 2yrs now and it is really starting to get me down. We have to stay strong and positive - some day it will be our turn for a BFP!
Gosh I feel like the other girls (((((HUGS))))) stay strong!
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WLS- 6/24/08 100lbs lost
Metformin 1000mg, Preseed
8/31/09 HSG *CLEAR*
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So sorry you feel this way , the exact same thing happened to me last cycle so I know what your going threw. Some days seem totally unbearable. It's hard , but some how you'll make it to the next cycle. Praying for all of our BFP's.
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I KNOOOOOOOOOO To view links or images in this forum your post count must be 10 or greater. You currently have 0 posts. WHY IN GOD'S NAME DOES MY PERIOD STARTING FEEL LIKE EVERY SYMPTOM OF PREGNANCY?? It's just MEAN! LOL....
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Metformin 1500mgs
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Life SUCKS 
