__________________ *Yvette (37) and Damian (36)
*Married July 2003
*Fur Baby Casey the Cocker Spaniel
*Dx PCOS Feb '04
*Our precious son Aidan Peter - stillborn at 31 weeks on October 22, 2004
*Devon Joy - born October 8, 2005
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1989, 10 weeks (twin pregnancy, non-identical... twin survived and is now my lovely 15 year old)
1999, 5 weeks
I'm guessing they were all girls, as I went on to have 5 sons. I didn't have the diagnosis of PCOS until after the second miscarriage, but I understand now my late aunt and late mum also had more than one miscarriage, each, so possibly they had PCOS too.
My second miscarriage often comes back to haunt me as I managed to hold on to its twin and when I look at him, even 16 years on, I often wonder what the other would have been like. I'm not sure that miscarriage was even down to PCOS as I was teaching at the time, caught a really bad bout of chicken pox from one of my pupils, and as can happen when adults get childhood diseases, was extremely ill. I had the miscarriage during the infectious stage of the chicken pox.
But there is no grief for these babies, although I was heartbroken after each miscarriage and those stand out as some of the worst times in my life. But I believe in letting go, and that some spirits are meant to never be fully realised, or come to us for a long time, and we can lose sight of that. They were destined to be here only briefly, and death is a part of life, the most natural thing in the world. I also think these things only happen to souls that are strong enough to bear it. So I said my goodbyes, and I don't look back.
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Could you please add me to the list ? I lost my Tommy at 22 weeks on July 14 ,2005 after giving birth to him and only holding him for just a minute before he died in DH's arms . The cause was unknown .
DH wrote a poem for him and we bought a stepping stone with his name and date on it . We put it in our flower garden .
I will never forget how happy he made us while he was still in my womb . I will forever love him .
Karen
Baygirl - Tara
Our little *surprise*
Piselli (means pea in Italian)
lost 7/05 at 4 1/2 weeks
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Tara & Tom have been married since 10/28/2001.
They have 3 boys: Cole 5/18/2006, Hunter 5/22/2006 & Owen 02/11/2008.
They recently added 2 furball kitties to the mix - Zoe (4 years) & Sushi (currently 9 weeks) To view links or images in signatures your post count must be 0 or greater. You currently have 0 posts.
I would like to share as well.
First loss at 5 wks on 7-30-05
Our light at the end of the tunnel, showing us anything is possible.
My prayers are with you all.
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11/11/09 m/c. We lost another one!! DAMN IT! To view links or images in signatures your post count must be 0 or greater. You currently have 0 posts.
November 2009: Trying one last cycle on Tamoxifen before we throw the towel in.
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"I prayed for this child, and the Lord granted me what I asked of him." I Samuel 1:27
I was 2 months pregnant in 2003 of september when i found that i was pregnant and i had ask my obgyn how was it doing and she had said that i couldn't keep it because i was dignosed with sizures at the time and was under weight when i was 2 months pregnant i was weighing 95lbs and at three months i had a miscarrage with the baby that was belongs to my ex boyfriend so i knew that he was not my type to have a kids with so i dumped him and met my soulmate and now i am happily married to my soulmate, and my husband took me to the doctor to get checked out this year to see what was wrong with me and they told me that i couldn't bear no more kids until two years that i can concived again because they told my husband why i couldn't have kids again because i was dignosed with ovarian cyst on my right side of my ovaries and it was causing me pain and they gave me motrin 600mg so i went up to 800mg but that didn't help for the pain and so they gave me tylenol 3 so im taking that for the pains that i got and i also had viginal heavily bleeding for one week and i had that because of the cyst was getting bigger.And now its 4cm of its normal size well anyways i still miss my baby every day i be thinking why did that happend to me and my child at 2-3 months every day i be thinking of my child if it was a boy or a girl but i couldn't really tell at 2 months though but it had a heartbeat at 2 months and on the 3 month i had a misscarrage with my child that night. i cant do nothing about it but just pray every night and day for me to have another child for my husband this time.
