Lisa:
Afraid I did hear from them and i'm "over-qualified" for the job, so no luck there. I'm upset, but I know that I didn't do anything wrong to not get the job. Still hurts tho. I'm going to the dr. later today to get these stomach issues checked out. I'm so tired of being sick day after day.
*lots of hugs* Hope you keep doing better. I missed you.
Them not hiring you is their loss not yours, so keep your head up. Something 100 percent better will come along for you I just know it. I hope your doctors appointment went well today and he/she was able to help you with those stomach issues. I know how that can really suck feeling sick all the time. Let me know how it went. And I missed you too sweetie
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Hello everyone! I haven't been officially diagnosed with depression, but I definitely have been going through a depressed time in my life. I would like some friends to talk to about PCOS and how it SUCKS, because none of my friends have it! All of them pop out babies like it's nothing, and some people I know have been pretty insensitive about my fertility issues.
ArmystoleHim, I live in GA too!
Tehghettopirate, I hope you can get those stomach issues fixed. I hate stomach issues!
~Lindy~
Welcome Lindy! Sorry to hear that you are depressed, I know how hard it is to go through. That's why I started this thread hoping that I could find some PCOS friends to share my depression and PCOS ups and downs with.
I completely understand what you are saying about your friends. Quite a few of my friends have several kids and it is extremely hard watching them be mothers while I don't know if a child is going to be in my future. I can definitely relate on that level. You said some of the people that you know have been insensitive about your infertilty, I would have to say those are the type of people you don't need in your life. They are definitely not your friends!
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doc put me on cipro, citrocel and a bland diet for the weekend. Told me if i'm not better by Tues to call her. Meanwhile DBF's grandma passed away so he'll be leaving town tomorrow morning and won't be home until Sun. I know he should be there for his family, but they're treating him terriby about the whole thing. He hasn't seen most of his family in 10+ years yet they expect him to drop everything and be there now?? Sorry, i'm angry. I hate to see him hurting and I hate even more that I can't be there for him. Anyway, it's getting late and we have to be up early to go buy him a suit before his flight.
TehGhettopirate, that sucks about your DBF's family being horrible. That reminds me of when my grandma died last June and DH and I went down to FL for the funeral and my family was very obnoxious. I'm sorry for your DBF's loss. :-(
LisaPA, Hello and thanks for the welcome! :-) I wish I could cut out all the rude people in my life, but the particular person I'm ticked off at is related to DH, so there's not much I can do about that.
Life with me is pretty good. Work was long, but I got invited to a party at a friend's house, so I'm looking forward to that. Hopefully the baby subject won't come up. My friend E has been very supportive as far as praying for my fertility, but no one really understands how frustrating everything is.
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thanks Lindy. I'm going crazy without him. If the plane tickets hadn't been $500+ each I would have gone with, but this way is probably better. I've only met his parents once so it would have been akward. We just haven't spent more than a day apart in the almost 2 years i've lived here, so almost the whole time we've been together. I don't have a lot of friends here and I don't do well being alone so today has been hard. I'll just be glad to have him back home in my arms. Sunday can't get here fast enough.
TehGhettoPirate, I hope Sunday comes quickly for you!
The party was alright, but not what I had hoped. There was one lady I disagreed with politically, but instead of speaking up I kept quiet. That's something I need to work on: being less passive.
I volunteered to do the movie night party next month, so I'm going to make my party better! :-)
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Ive just been extremely mad & depressed.The pain has stopped and so has the bleeding but i keep getting some (sorry tmi) vaginal cramping.And its not a regular cramp it feels like its inside of me like where my cervix is,not my actual ovaries.ive been on that birth control but i still bleed a few drops every day.Its weird,on other bcps i've never bleed but they say you can spot.With this stupid drs here they probably will say its normal.Im extremely aggravated,i just want surgery get this thing fixed.Its extremely frustrating!!
Carrie:
You should feel good,that means you are too good for them!(Even though we all know that!).
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thanks Lindy. I'm going crazy without him. If the plane tickets hadn't been $500+ each I would have gone with, but this way is probably better. I've only met his parents once so it would have been akward. We just haven't spent more than a day apart in the almost 2 years i've lived here, so almost the whole time we've been together. I don't have a lot of friends here and I don't do well being alone so today has been hard. I'll just be glad to have him back home in my arms. Sunday can't get here fast enough.
So sorry about your DBF's loss and the fact that you couldn't go with him. That really sucks! I don't know how I would feel to be away from my DBF for a weekend but Sunday is here already! You made it through and just think how happy you will be when you see him.
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Ive just been extremely mad & depressed.The pain has stopped and so has the bleeding but i keep getting some (sorry tmi) vaginal cramping.And its not a regular cramp it feels like its inside of me like where my cervix is,not my actual ovaries.ive been on that birth control but i still bleed a few drops every day.Its weird,on other bcps i've never bleed but they say you can spot.With this stupid drs here they probably will say its normal.Im extremely aggravated,i just want surgery get this thing fixed.Its extremely frustrating!!
Carrie:
You should feel good,that means you are too good for them!(Even though we all know that!).
Sorry that you are having cramping but it's GREAT that the pain has stopped. When is surgery going to become an option to fix your problem. I hope soon so that you can have some relief from this.
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TehGhettoPirate, I hope Sunday comes quickly for you!
The party was alright, but not what I had hoped. There was one lady I disagreed with politically, but instead of speaking up I kept quiet. That's something I need to work on: being less passive.
I volunteered to do the movie night party next month, so I'm going to make my party better! :-)
Too bad the party wasn't what you hoped it would be but like you said your party will be better!!
About you not speaking up when you disagreed with that lady, that is definitely something you should work on. I am the most outspoken person usually and I can tell you it feels wonderful to be able to express my views and opinions on anything at anytime. My DBF tells me I need to learn to NOT say things sometimes
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Hey everyone!
So a good friend of mine is pregnant. I'm happy for her, but sad still...her husband didn't even want her to get pregnant yet because his business is still starting up.
When will it be DH and I's turn? We both want a baby, and we both have jobs and a house we own. I even have a nursery all planned out in my mind...
It seems like everyone else can get pregnant in two seconds and I'm stuck being the odd one out.
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I just wanted to stop by and leave some love and support. I've struggled most of my life with anxiety and depression, and it's gotten a lot worse since I've been pregnant. I'm trying to keep my head up. I have good days and bad days. Anyway, I just wanted to let you know you've got another friend here who understand *hugs*
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Lindy- It is SOOOO hard when a friend becomes pregnant...You are happy for them but at the same time you want to scream "WHY CAN'T IT BE ME????!!!!".
Believe me I understand what you are going through- My friends are on their 2 or 3rd child and I am 30 and have none, so I know the feeling. Just know that your time will come Sweetie, some day soon you will be the Mother you deserve to be {Hugs}.
Carrie- How are you doing? Hope the weekend went by really quick and you and your DBF had a great reunion
Glory- How's everything with you??
A Beautiful disaster- Welcome and thanks for the love and support. We are all dealing with depression, anxiety and this monster called PCOS and it is so nice that we can all be here for each other. {Hugs}
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I guess i'm having more bad days than good. He's home and all i've done is cry. The holiday should have been good but it threw everything off. I feel like i haven't even seen him since he got back. All I can do is sleep and cry. IT's so stupid. He's home, he's safe and all I want to do is bury my face in his arms and hide. Why is this happening? Why can't I just be happy and thankful for what I have??
I guess i'm having more bad days than good. He's home and all i've done is cry. The holiday should have been good but it threw everything off. I feel like i haven't even seen him since he got back. All I can do is sleep and cry. IT's so stupid. He's home, he's safe and all I want to do is bury my face in his arms and hide. Why is this happening? Why can't I just be happy and thankful for what I have??
Carrie first of all here's a big for you. So sorry that you are having some bad days. I was having some myself last week and was pretty much where you are now. Crying, wanting to hide from the world in my BF's arms. What I did was just sit and think long and hard about what I have in my world and how lucky I am. I may not have much money but I'm rich in love, from my Mother and my BF and so are you. You have a great man in your life and that is definitely something to be happy and thankful for. I know that is easy to say when you are feeling so down. It's hard to "just be happy" when you are depressed, believe me I know.
I know from your signature that you don't have insurance but I really think you need to talk to someone. When I didn't have insurance and very little money, I went to my local hospital and they have a mental health department that gave me counseling even without insurance. They signed me up for some state assistance. So maybe you can try that.
I really hope you start feeling better soon sweetie. Here's another for you.
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Sorry to hear that you are depressed, I know how hard it is to go through. That's why I started this thread hoping that I could find some PCOS friends to share my depression and PCOS ups and downs with. 
for you. So sorry that you are having some bad days. I was having some myself last week and was pretty much where you are now. Crying, wanting to hide from the world in my BF's arms. What I did was just sit and think long and hard about what I have in my world and how lucky I am. I may not have much money but I'm rich in love, from my Mother and my BF and so are you. You have a great man in your life and that is definitely something to be happy and thankful for. I know that is easy to say when you are feeling so down. It's hard to "just be happy" when you are depressed, believe me I know. 
