I don't even know how to explain how I feel right now. I hate my job and recently realized that I have been working in a dead end industry for so long that I don't have enough experience to change jobs.
I am living in a hotel because my B/f and I are getting an apartment......once we agree on one. I barely make enough money to pay for the hotel, gas and food.
I'm just feeling lost. I used to have goals and things I wanted to accomplish. Now they even seem stupid and I am no longer interested in them.
When did this happen to me? I am only 25 years old and I am stuck!!!
How do I fix it? is it even possible?
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I am sorry that life seems hard to deal with right now. It does sound like you are in a state of depression. May I ask if you have discussed this with your doctor?
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Thats the kicker. My lovely job does not offer any kind of heath benfits since they are a new company. Can't even get the help I need.
I am lucky to have a wonderful and understanding boyfriend who keeps telling me we will get through it together. I just don't know if I can hold on anymore. its like the harder I try the worse it gets.
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Wow that is a tough spot to be in, however it is not hopeless. I know money is tight for you but maybe you could try and see if you can find a natural herb called St. John's Wort in a drugstore it's used to treat depression and some find it helpful.
Could it be that once things get settled for you and you get into a new place that you can call home things will seem more stable?? This living in a hotel must be tough.
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I hate being in hotels so I understand! It's kinda fun the first couple of days then the novelty wears off!
Some non expensive ways to try to help with depression are st.johns wart, fish oils, and exercise because it releases feel good hormones.
I am betting that once you get into your own place things are going to settle down for you!
Best of luck!
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Right now I am lookiing for another job..I don't care what right now I'll work at McDonalds to get me through if I have to. I travel over 50 miles one way for this company and they are treating me like garbage right now.......before I quit I will sit down with the Operations Manager and try to find out what's up and why I am being treated so badly all of a sudden.
it's not even a nice hotel...it's a motor lodge...yuck.
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