Maelie

Hi Cysters!

I just got the news a few days ago. Still a hell lot of test results to listen to. I have troubles with vulva itching, pain during intercourse, some excess hair, mood swings, pretty bad acne outbursts (and I'm 26) and my doctor didn't give a damn. Finally I got fed off with it and switched to another family doctor. Referral to a gyn -> preliminary diagnosis -> Diane-35 -> waiting-waiting-waiting. Reading all about it online. Strong history of type 2 diabetes in my family. I'm overweight (BMI 25) so I'm losing weight with South Beach Diet right now. There was a very sudden weight gain, increased appetite even for sweets (and I never even liked them before).
I feel totally devastated and scared. What if the results will show something even worse? What if?...so many "what ifs".

I don't know whether I will be a mother at all. I don't know what are my chances to pass it to my children if I ever get a chance to conceive. I feel awful. Next gyn appointment is in April. Nobody to talk to, nobody to really comfort me. My parents instead of being supportive are being extremely judgmental that I brought it on myself by taking Alesse for two years (old school of pills make you infertile). I just feel extremely depressed and need to hear something comforting. Or not comforting. Something except "you are guilty" even if I am.


Best Regards,
Maelie

Eva37

welcome to sc pcos is not your fault!!

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PCOS, LOCAH, Endo, Lichen Planus, IBS, HS,alopecia - raised bp/ cholesteral. Wheat and dairy intollerance Meds: Spiro, Bendrofluazide, Amlodopine, Simvastatin, Met, Prednisolone, Colefac, multi vits,

Me - 42, hubby 37 son 12. Married 15 years

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