 Malfunction
Malfunction
Something’s wrong
I’m not normal anymore
My flesh rebels- lashes out
My reflection eats away my soul
The pain and aches
No one knows- I continue to fake
Malfunction
I’m not normal any more
Playing catch up all the time
Everyone’s body is quicker than mine
Slowly my life drips away
In my bed I spend many a day
Explosions go off inside my head
The after math makes me more dead
Malfunction
I’m not normal anymore
The agony of movement
Dull, nagging pain accompanies motion
My temperature rises, and falls again
My insides churn – when does death begin
Shaking my hands can’t stop
There’s no control- MAKE IT STOP
Malfunction
Abnormal: that’s who I am
I hate the battle
I want to be swallowed whole
This tiny little cancer has taken my soul
Leaving me abnormal-
I’m told
6/23/02 | 
