I just don't know what to do I am so angry. I don't know how to deal with all this pain I am feeling.yeah, I decided to test wed and I got a bfp, but I was still spotting so I went to the doctor on thrusday and I had some bloodwork and a ultrasounddone and my numbers were not that great they were even lower on friday... I started to bleed very heavy on friday evening and I loss the one thing I wanted most out of life, a baby. How did this happen to me, why couldn't I have a baby???? I am so sad inside and I just do not know how I am ever going to get through this. How do you get thorough the loss of someone so loved and wanted??
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I'm sorry for your loss. It's different for everyone how it will take to move on. You will never forget your loss because you will always wonder 'what could have been', and although I know you may be tired of hearing this, it will get easier with time. Again, I am sorry.
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{{{HUGS}}} Take time for yourself and grieve. You will never forget that little one. I still think about both of mine frequently. My sadness turned to the need for more education for myself about pregnency and miscarriage. Even though my doctor said that my progesterone was fine, I kept having spotting and I m/c for the second time. This time I demanded the progesterone support. I will leave my siggy on because you know me from another thread. I want to give you hope that things will get better. I want to give you strength to go on and try again. I want to give you courage to speak up and learn as much as you can about PCOS and miscarriage. Please PM me if you need to talk. I have been there....
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8/31- heard HB for the first time!
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I am so sorry. It isn't fair and it doesn't make sense. Do allow yourself time to grieve. Cry as much as you want... yell, scream, hide... whatever it is you need to do. It is so hard but it does get easier, the memory does get fonder, and hope will return.
Lesley...I'm so sorry this happened, I can imagine how heartbroken you feel now, but please don't give up hope....pm me if you need to talk. Hugsssssssss
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Today I had a hard day with crying and wondering why... I had more blood work done and I have to have an ultra sound done in 4 weeks to make sure that everything went ok...
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Lesley, I'm so, so sorry sweetie. Let the tears or the anger or whatever emotion you are having flow. It definately helps to let it all out. I wish I could take this pain from you hon. Take care of yourself and please know you can pm or email me any time. I'm always here for you.
Manders
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((Lesley)). I'm sorry you had to come over to this board. It will take time for you to work through your grief. Even then, there will still be times when it hits you.
Lesley -
I had a m/c and a D & C a month ago. I won't even pretend that this hasn't been one of the hardest experiences of my life, but I just wanted to let you know that there is light at the end of the tunnel. There will be a day where you start feeling like yourself again, when something unexpected will make you laugh and when you will feel hopeful about your future.
Until then, be good to yourself and ride the emotional rollercoaster.
My 1st miscarriage..... 
I just don't know what to do I am so angry. I don't know how to deal with all this pain I am feeling.yeah, I decided to test wed and I got a bfp, but I was still spotting so I went to the doctor on thrusday and I had some bloodwork and a ultrasounddone and my numbers were not that great they were even lower on friday... I started to bleed very heavy on friday evening and I loss the one thing I wanted most out of life, a baby. How did this happen to me, why couldn't I have a baby???? I am so sad inside and I just do not know how I am ever going to get through this. How do you get thorough the loss of someone so loved and wanted??
Let the tears or the anger or whatever emotion you are having flow. It definately helps to let it all out. I wish I could take this pain from you hon. Take care of yourself and please know you can pm or email me any time. I'm always here for you. 
