 my 1st period
Hello Everyone!!!
I have been a regular reader of this forum but never posted anything,its the first time and that too because something happened that i would really want to share with all you wonderful people... I will be 24 this year and for the first time in my life i had a period on my own..I had read once in one of the threads that if you loose around 10 percent of your body weight you will have starting periods,i never beleived in it but now after losing 30 lbs(starting wt 260lbs) its really happened i mean i never ever had a period on my own and for the first time at this age i had it..i just couldnt believe it....i had stopped taking pills for having periods cause the doc said that it might be harmful so i was just on metformin...i had somehow thought that i can never have period on my own but when it actually did come i was just so surprised, even surprise is too small a word to describe how i felt.... but now i really feel scared since i have started a new job and dont really get time to excercise i am gaining some weight back and what if i dont get it again ... i have all the symptoms of PCOS and have it since i was a child and have seen so many people teasing and laughing at me..i used to cry i was lonely no one to share my feelings with not even my mom and sis cause they never understood me.. but slowly i have changed myself i dont cry now i just smile,i dont care what people think about me if they think i am ugly and fat let them think why should i care, i ahve made myself strong because by being weak i was missing so many things in LIFE..I want to live life enjoy every moment whether good or bad... i know sometimes you dont have control over things but thats a phase of life and everyone goes through it,its normal just be who you are and be happy!!!
I know most of you must be thinking what am i writing even i dont know what i am writing just want everyone to be happy and that i love this forum for all your support and wishes and for being there,i have gained so much from this forum its feels special to be here...THANKKKKKKKKKKK YOUUUUUUUU ALL SO MUCH!!!! | 
