I am feeling blue...my little one was due this month.....April 26.....I feel really overwhelmed by sadness today....it has probably been the most painful emotional process I have gone through...please tell me it gets easier....a person sure feels the void when it was the time for your baby to be born....I am really feeling it today...thanks for always listening ladies......
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I am sorry sweetie, I know what you are going through, I was due on Jan 27, my hubby's birthday... You will have bad days and you will have good days.. and no one else can ever understand.. Do your best to get through this month, you can do it! And if you ever feel like it more than you can handle do not hesitate to talk to your doctor!
But I think you can get through it, It will always be something. THis month is the month I conceived last year and even though I would love a BFP this cycle it scares the hell out of me that if i get it this month I will be due around the same time..
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2/4/2009- Positive HPT, total shock!!
2/5/2009 Beta 370; Estrodiol 250, Progesterone 10.2
2/7/2009 Repeat Beta 785, Estrodiol 377, Progesterone 24, and get to learn how to give myself progesterone shots
2/9/2009 3rd Beta 2077. Estodiol 308, Progesterone 44.3
Hi Lollipop, for me, the worst time was leading up to my due date. I thought I was going to go crazy. The day before was awful, I couldn't stop crying, and was afraid of how I would deal with the next day. But strangely, when I woke up on the day, I felt able to cope. It will be a year at the end of May that I miscarried, and I am only now feeling able to cope with the trauma and all the feelings and emotions surrounding it (although I suspect I will struggle nearer the time). You will start to feel gradually better. I'm not sure the pain ever goes, but you will feel stronger. The anniversary will always be hard. I have a pal who m/c 15 years ago, and still struggles a little on her due date. However you feel, it's OK
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I am so sorry your should-have-been days are here. For me, it did become the worst day of the year, I think. The first full year after a loss seems to be the worst for everyone, though, and I hope that you are expecting again before your loss date comes around. (((Hugs)))
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Second loss March 9, 2004 at five weeks
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I am so sorry... I too have been in your shoes and there is not much that one can say to make you feel better other that we are thinkging of you. Take care of yourself I hope that you feel better.
Carol
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My baby was due this month... 
