I miscarried earlier this year at 5 weeks. I don't even know what to say because it seems like so many others have put my feelings into words better than I could. I've been coming to this board since January; it seemed to help just knowing that there were others who knew how I felt, although I'm sorry that any of us has to know what this feels like.
As my due date approached, I could feel this sadness welling up inside me. Now the due date has passed, but the sadness has not. I wish that I could just stop crying.
It is definitely still a sad situation after special dates have passed. You are still fresh in grief, so just keep working through it and giving yourself tlc and time. I hope that things get easier for you very soon!
(((Hugs)))
__________________ Metformin 1500mg, Yasmin, managing IR/pcos with lower carbs
First pregnancy ended at 23 weeks due to incompetent cervix.
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Second loss March 9, 2004 at five weeks
Third pregnancy, Cerclage at 13w
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Fourth pregnancy, Cerclage at 13w
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TAC placed 6/28/07 at University of Chicago.
Moving on to IVF after a year of infertility and 3 Femara cycles. Lupron started on 7/27.
((Hugs))...the anniversaries are HARD! Be extra gentle with yourself right now.
__________________ Dominici was born May 2006!
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Miracle Baby Boy Rivelino, born too early to live on October 6, 2004 at 24 weeks and 6 days. Never to be forgotten, always to be remembered, forever my source of inspiration.
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