I hurt so much and am so sad.
I am so sad! Two days ago I had the most horrible pain and cramping, stabbing, throbbing to where I couldn't move. I had been on what I thought was a two week period and it was heavy and really uncomfortable. So the day after this horrible can't walk pain I went to the doctors only to find out that I was actually pregnant and that they feared an ectopic pregnancy. I was rushed to an ultrasound and then was told that the baby had gotten stuck in my left tube and the baby had ruptured the side of the tube and it along with blood and tissue or lining from my uterus was in back of my ovary all this was the size of an orange. So yesterday I had to have emergency surgery and they had to take my left tube, but left my ovary. I am so sad and I hurt so much.
Anybody else go through this and if so what were your feelings? Cause I'm just not sure what to feel. I mean to be told that your pregnant, which we have wanted to hear for so long and then to be told we lost the baby all in the same day, that's just so much to deal with.
Thanks for letting me vent. Oh and if I don't make any sense with stuff I'm saying it's the medicine lol
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ME: 27
DH: 27
DS: 7
DC(CAT): Rusty Ocean
Finally Diagnosed with PCOS in Oct. of 2003
Currently on Prenatals since Nov. of 2003.
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Angel Baby~4-14-04 ectopic pregnancy.
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I'm so sorry for you loss and your pain. My prayers are with you. Tracy
__________________ DH 28, I'm 26 married since 1/12/02
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Yes... I have been through it. Only I found out on Tues I was pregnant and by Friday I was in emergency surgery... hemoraging all over my abdomen... and the dr took my left tube too This was my fourth pregnancy loss ...
Allow yourself time to grieve... it's so painful... I am sorry for your loss. If you ever wish to talk... feel free to pm me...
Sweetie,
This is absolutely awful. Your heart must be broken into a million pieces, and you have every right to feel whatever comes into your mind. Just take one day at a time and take care of yourself. Let others help you too. They want to, I'm sure.
Keep us posted on your recovery, okay?
Sending you (((((((Major Hugs)))))))
Sheri
__________________ Metformin 1500mg, Yasmin, managing IR/pcos with lower carbs
First pregnancy ended at 23 weeks due to incompetent cervix.
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Second loss March 9, 2004 at five weeks
Third pregnancy, Cerclage at 13w
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Well it's been one week since I lost my baby and I thought I would be a wreck..I kept waiting for the emotions to hit, but they haven't. My hubby has been so supportive and actually talks to me about what he's feeling and it seems like we kinda feel the same. We want to start trying again right away (after I heal fully) but I'm kinda nervous it's gonna hurt. I just keep thinking I feel so lucky to have even gotten pregnant and it's so sad that I lost the baby but makes me wanna keep trying cause I know I can get prego again. Thanks you guys for all the support. I've been on here everyday and will probably continue to come here for I know I'll have my rough days. The rough days seem to hit me most when I watch t.v. and see a commercial about babies so I haven't been watching t.v. and it's been helping.
I give each of you so many hugs and hugs to all who are going through this cause I know how tough it is, but someone once said that life only gives us as much as we can handle.
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ME: 27
DH: 27
DS: 7
DC(CAT): Rusty Ocean
Finally Diagnosed with PCOS in Oct. of 2003
Currently on Prenatals since Nov. of 2003.
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I am so sorry you have had to join us here - many prayers for the healing of your heart and your body.
Much love,
Mera
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My first miscarriage/ectopic :( 
This was my fourth pregnancy loss ... 
Thanks you guys for all the support. I've been on here everyday and will probably continue to come here for I know I'll have my rough days. The rough days seem to hit me most when I watch t.v. and see a commercial about babies so I haven't been watching t.v. and it's been helping.
