I had a car accident on June 5th and everyone was amazed I walked away with only bruises, my mum kept repeating it just wasn't my time and I must have a guardian angel watching over me, and that touches me so much as no one but my bf knows of my m/c. I really do have an angel that was mine for a little while there, and he still is mine. I like to think that since I can't look after my baby the way a mother should, that he's looking after me instead, and comes to me in my times of sadness or if I would get hurt. In the early days after my m/c I liked to imagine that my baby was in the passenger seat as I drove to make me feel less alone and in the accident when I hit that side of the car all that went through my mind was my baby my baby my baby. I told my bf that and he didn't reply, guess he didn't have a clue what to say. If there really was anyone in that seat they would have died because the car was wrecked. I firmly believe that in the end we'll all look back and think, ya know, it might have been for the best that my baby never came into this world...can't see me ever thinking that at the moment though believe me.
Lots of love to all of you, you're never alone xxx
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((Hugs)). I imagine Rivi interceding on my behalf all of the time. I also tell him what to do - give this baby a hug from his Mama, etc., when the Mama's having a hard time. Sometimes, something will happen that just lets me KNOW that Rivi's there. Sometimes, I'm even lucky enough to have dreams about him - in the dreams, we have the greatest conversations, just like I imagine we'd have had when he was grown.
I also KNOW that Rivi saved his future brothers/sisters' lives. Hubby once said that they must have decided that Rivi was the strongest, so he was the IC baby. He fought so incredibly hard that I know that must be true. His younger siblings will have so much done that we didn't know to do for Rivi.
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Miracle Baby Boy Rivelino, born too early to live on October 6, 2004 at 24 weeks and 6 days. Never to be forgotten, always to be remembered, forever my source of inspiration.
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((((HUGS)))) I am so glad you are ok!! I am sure your LiL one is watching over you!!
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Thanks for sharing your sweet story. I'm glad you made it out of that mess!!
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First pregnancy ended at 23 weeks due to incompetent cervix.
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Second loss March 9, 2004 at five weeks
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