My beautiful, gorgeous, fantastic daughter is sick still. I took her back to the doctor today and after two lots of antibiotics her chest infection is actually worse than it was! He has reluctantly prescribed her a different antibiotic now in the hope that will kill it. I have to bring her back next week regardless of whether she's improved or not. If she hasn't improved she'll be going into the children's ward in our hospital.... The poor little thing is so tiny and sweet and I hate to think of her being so ill....!
Also... My period is just over and my pain is still there! I'm so disappointed. The doctor booked us in for a double appointment next week - one for Dara and one for me. He's going to do the referral for the laparoscopy...which I just so DO NOT want to have. I'm terrified of hospital and all things medical. When I was having Dara it wasn't the pain that worried me it was the thoughts of maybe having to have an epidural or a ceasarean! I'm frightened... And frightened of what they might find.
Dear God... Why can't I just be normal? Why can't this pain just go? Why did I have to miscarry? Why, oh why, oh why???????
For all those with more and greater losses....I'm sorry - I know how lucky I am but I really needed to just get that out. i'm extremely grateful for what I do have too.
Big hugs to you Paddy... I can't imagine what your going through. Of course your worrying for your own health and also that of your daughter as well... it's no wonder you are feeling like you are.
Fingers crossed Dara makes a good recovery on this next lot of antibioctics so she does not have to go into hospital, I'll say a pray for you... xx
Regarding your second msg, if a problem is big to you then it is a problem, don't feel you have to justify it, and from what i've seen of this board we're all here to support each other in what ever way we can.
I don't have kids of my own but i know there's nothing worse that a little one being ill as the poor little mites can't vocalise how they feel.
I hope Dara is better soon and that you get your problems sorted with the least medical intervention possible.
Sending you lots of
Briggy
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Oh, thanks for asking Alison. I just don't know. Saturday she seemed a bit better, yesterday she seemed worse and this morning she's doing OK. Her chest is rattling away though so I just don't know. I wish she could tell me. It's so hard to know when they are so tiny!
Becs...I'm not sure. I don't see any marked improvement to be honest. Sometimes I think she's a bit better then I think she's a bit worse. I'm totally over-analysing probably! We'll see on Friday! She's still choked up and her breathing is raspy still. I'm hoping she'll improve.
when will they decide whether or not to to take her into hospital?
Cazza
Friday... If her chest isn't clear he'll refer her into the Children's Ward. I'm hopeful that won't happen though. I think her head cold is clearing so maybe that's a good sign. Fingers crossed!!!!
:( My Moan!!!! 
The poor little thing is so tiny and sweet and I hate to think of her being so ill....!
xx
