I just don't know how much longer I can take this! There are sooo many things going on in my life. I am trying really really hard to stay caught up. Big thing I guess is the money issues. No Money, no meds to get better = sick all the time!
Plus I have major depression and I know that, but I am soooo terrified of going in to see someone about it. I know I should, I am just afraid that they would think I'm nutzo, which I am.
AAARRRG
Plus then there is the family crap that is going on in my family. Won't even touch that one.
And I am soooo wanting a baby and it pains me that my body is working against me. Knowing my luck, I'll never know the joy of being pregnant. We will adopt in the future, but it's not the same.
anyways, thanks for just listening, or in this case reading. I just needed a place to get my feelings out!
I hope everyone is well and I wish you all the best out of life!
Just wanted to say that I know exactly how you feel! Some days are better than others, but maybe talking to someone would help. I was in counceling for 3 years and it did wonders. Some would say i'm a little odd, but so what! LOL If you ever wanna chat, please email me at Amy_53405@yahoo.com Good luck!!
I sweetie. It's me Lendi. It was good to see your name, but I'm sorry you're still having such a rough time. I was hoping you were getting some positive things happening by now. Happy late Birthday, by the way. If you need to "talk" contact me please I'd love to hear from you. You can get my e-mail addy from Jen as I know she has it. Think it's posted here too for that matter. LOL How is everything else going. Not so good Hang in there, Hugs Lendi
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I'd love to hear from you. You can get my e-mail addy from Jen as I know she has it. Think it's posted here too for that matter. LOL How is everything else going. Not so good 
Hang in there, Hugs Lendi
