This morning, I woke up & walked into what would be your room, I thought of how I’d rock you, feed you, dress you, and how we’d watch the spring flowers bloom. Though none of this is possible, because God has not chosen me, He hasn’t given me an opportunity to be a mommy. Every night, I lay in bed Thoughts of you ponder in my head. I hold closely the man I love – this man should be your daddy. I picture him holding you close & the 3 of us so happy. Although you are not here, I already love you so dear. Everyday I dream of what it would be like to hold a baby of my own, Every tear that runs down my face is another day gone wrong. I walk in town to see women with their beautiful bellies, My friends announce they’re pregnant now, And, I smile – I am happy for them but truthfully I am burning inside. The hurt, the pain, I try to hide – But still I can’t understand why?!? Every night, I dream, I dream of daddy, mommy, and you I dream of vacations, weekends, and trips to the zoo, I dream of your hands, your feet, your fingers, and toes, I picture your lips, your eyes, your nose, I think of what your first day at school will be like, I think of teaching you to ride your first bike. I dream of reading your favorite stories at night, I dream of holding you in my arms so tight. I imagine all of these things but, when I come back and realize it isn’t real, That is when it is heartache and pain that I feel. If only God would bless me, I would surely love to hold our first baby.
I *NEVER* share my poetry ...something told me to today! Will share more later...maybe! lol, thanks for reading it!
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I hold closely the man I love – this man should be your daddy. I picture him holding you close & the 3 of us so happy. Although you are not here, I already love you so dear. Everyday I dream of what it would be like to hold a baby of my own,
Absolutely beautiful. I feel like you took the words right out of my heart.
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Hi Jen-looks like u got the words out of my heart & indeed my soul.
Can I have ur permission to email this poem to my DH?
I really wanna share it wid him....but he is not likely to b lurking around on SC!!
Thanx for the beautifully worded poem u shared wid all of us
Sure, share it! Thank you all for the compliments! You said it made your cry, - imagine how I felt when I wrote it! I think I cried the ENTIRE day! - Thanks a lot!
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Me- PCOS & Endometriosis. 1000 Glucophage Daily
DH-Low Sperm Count, Low Motility
Us-Driving down the Bumpy Road to Conception!
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Jennifer - that was BEAUTIFUL!!!!!!!!!! You should print it nice and keep it for the baby you will one day get to hold! If you ever want to talk, you know my e-mail (you bought stuff from PAC so I know you know my e-mail )
Really wonderful!
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I hope you don't mind, but i posted it on my blog on xanga... i want to share with all of my friends what i go through day after day... if you do i can take it down, but i wanted to tell you :-) www.xanga.com/dydrmr721
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I don't mind at all. But, I see you posted the PCOS Awareness one instead of "Never Fertile." That's cool though. I am honored that you would like to share it with ppl! Thanks
JENNIFER
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DH-Low Sperm Count, Low Motility
Us-Driving down the Bumpy Road to Conception!
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I don't mind at all. But, I see you posted the PCOS Awareness one instead of "Never Fertile." That's cool though. I am honored that you would like to share it with ppl! Thanks
JENNIFER
oops! sorry lol. I was reading so many and wanted to make sure u knew that i borrowed one of ur poems... they're so beautiful.
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This poem made me cry it is so true. You nailed it to the T. Thanks for the poem it really is a great way of expressing your feelings. You have a great talent. Kepp them coming!
HUGS your fellow Georgian!
Marsha
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omg, i have tears in my eyes.thats how i feel too.u r a beautiful writer!my heart goes out to u.
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Never Fertile 
lol, thanks for reading it!
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