Well I just found this website tonight, I guess this isn't the best place to introduce myself, but I feel it is where I need to be. I am trying to be as positive as I can. I have been diagnosed with PCOS since March of '04. Been taking metformin for as long.
Last week I found out I was pg, but by BETAs weren't looking good. It's so hard not to know how to feel during this, you want to be happy, but are frustrated, and then wonder, WHY!!!! Well this last Monday I found out for sure, I did miscarry.
Hopefully this is just a beginning for me. Hopefully, this at least means that I am ovulating properly. But why... That is the only question I have. I mean I am cried out. I have cried and cried, and still cry as I'm typing this. I wanted my baby so badly.
Sorry about this, but I just needed to be where other understood what I was going through. I'll probably just read for a while and ask a million questions.
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Moving on to IVF after a year of infertility and 3 Femara cycles. Lupron started on 7/27.
We totally understand. It's such a double whammy to wonder whether you will ever get pregnant because of this awful disorder.... and then as soon as you somehow get a baby started, something goes terribly wrong, and it's gone. Too many of us have been through it, even on metformin. Probably more would without met, according to statistics. It is a good sign that you might get another chance, but at the same time, you have had a loss that cannot be replaced. Women who are anticipating that positive test like we do, in my opinion, really start bonding at that moment. There's no turning back, so we have to go forward and figure out a way to deal with life and grief and eventually hope again.
I wish you peace, and welcome to our little place in the world,
Sheri
__________________ Metformin 1500mg, Yasmin, managing IR/pcos with lower carbs
First pregnancy ended at 23 weeks due to incompetent cervix.
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Second loss March 9, 2004 at five weeks
Third pregnancy, Cerclage at 13w
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I am soooo sorry that you are going through this. We understand you, your pain, and your dreams of having that baby. Go ahead and start asking one of your million questions. We'll be here supporting you (((hugs)))
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Noelle - my little baby, was only with us for 17 weeks and 5 days, February 7, 2005
2nd loss - my little angel, could only stay with us for a little while, 8 weeks, August 3, 2005
Hoping to remain positive, always...
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I am so sorry for your loss. Sending you big hugs! There are a great bunch of women on this website ...very supportive and very caring!
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born and at rest on November 30, 2004.
Lived only 30 precious minutes...(IC at 20 weeks) Forever in our hearts, Together in our dreams.
We now live our life for you. We love you Matthew, our little Angel.
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I'm so sorry for your loss and the sorrow you are going through right now. You've found a good place to get support and understanding, and to get your questions answered. {{{hugs}}}
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dx 5/5/05
BFP 7/19/05....missed m/c 9/05
BFP (clomid 50mg + trigger + IUI) - 4/30/06!
Twin boys born @ 33wks... 29 days in the NICU
BFP (clomid 25mg + trigger + IUI) - 12/19/08!
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You are not alone right now. I've just started to grieve my loss, which happened in July. I've only been a registered user for the past week but have found way more resources and people who have been there done that then I thought was humanly possible. I'm so sorry for your loss
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