I was diagnosed in May of 2005 with PCOS, and didn't really understand anything about it until I got pregnant (even though the doctor said I couldn't!) last September. Unfortunately, I lost my baby at 10w1d on December 6, 2005. Much to my surprise, however, I soon got pregnant again, within just 3 or 4 weeks. I will be 10 weeks tomorrow, and I am terrified. Last Thursday I started bleeding again, a LOT. Even my doctor was concerned about it. But since I am in the Navy, I had to see a different doctor for my follow up and he doesn't feel it is any problem at all because he can still see a heartbeat. So he sent me right back to work. I am going in this morning for a second opinion, but I am scared this doctor won't listen to me, either.
I lost my last baby just a few weeks before Christmas. Now, my birthday is this Sunday and I am looking at the possibility of losing another one. I really don't think I can handle all of this. I have been feeling suicidal, thinking about it more and more, which really scares me. I know I don't really want to die...at least I THINK I know that. I don't really know ANYTHING anymore. Someone, please help me.
Oh hon, I'm so sorry you're going through this. I really don't have any advice. It's good that you're going for a 2nd opinion, and if you aren't happy w/ what they say, can you get a 3rd? I would check out the threads under Pregnant Cysters. They may have more advice for you. Hope all goes well! Sending you hugs
__________________ Starlite
Me-28, DH-29 DD 1, born Sept 17th, 2007 DD 2, born June 9th, 2009
Can't wait to start WW again and loose the other 15lbs I gained with the last pregnancy and the 30lbs I still needed to lose with the first one.
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Thank you Starlite, I appreciate any help you offer. I will check out those threads. I just got back from the doctor, and they told me that they don't see any reasonable cause for me to be on bedrest for the time being. Apparently there is no "scientific evidence" of its being helpful. Even though when I move around, the bleeding and cramping gets worse. That isn't good for my baby, I know that much. It's getting worse now.
Newbie here, need some support 
Eva
