I have a friend unlike any other she has a boyfriend of another color my friend and her parents argue and fight all she hears is "It's not right!"
I have a friend who thought she was in love her boyfriend was all she would speak of but to the side she was tossed after her virginity was lost
I have a friend who is single after a year she felt bored and monotnous when she looked in the mirror "I need a change" she thought so an older man was who she sought
I have a friend far from the norm at her highschool she was forced to conform she got frustrated and took her own life not with a gun but a rusty old knife
I have a friend that was being abused "I feel on the step" was an excuse she used "she started it" he accuses but she was the one left with the bruises
I have a friend thats gorgeous and sweet she's every guys dream; she can't be beat no where inside lie any proof of being innocent for drugs and alcohol is where she spent every last cent
I have a friend smarter than most she holds her books o' so close those her only friends mostly because she doesn't fit in
I have a friend who tops them all she's the one with padding on her walls although she's there I feel she's getting stronger for she can hurt herself no longer
Copywrited2006_Nicole Knull
* This poem was published in a book and recorded on to a CD compilation . I really like it and thought maybe someone else might like to read it.
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Nikki- the guy I lost my virginity to was 6 yrs older and a different race
I drank a lot in HS on the weekends with friends
and then went to church on Sunday feeling guilty for my lifestyle
I was molested by a distant relative from age 6 up and felt guitly about that as well
always felt like when I got older I could have stopped it, but you never understand about that unless you have lived it-you dont like it but it is all you know
My mom had custody of me and when I was 9 she had an awful wreck-she was not killed in it, but she had a massive head injury, which caused a stroke and left her disabled for 20 years, until she died of pneumonia
My aunt raised me and was a control freak/perfectionist-I know she loved me, but she rarely said it or gave hugs
It was not until my DH came along that I realized what unconditional love is all about-If ever there were a human example of God's love for us-He is it! Mind you, he could be more romantic, but he always forgives, and he tries his very best to understand, even when I dont understand myself!
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WOW, it almost sounds like this poem was written for you! I am sorry to hear of all you have been through but it is a blessing to find the love of your life. I never believed in soul mates until I found mine! I am so happy that you have a wonderful DH in your life to support you!
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I had given up on men when I fell for DH-I had just broken up with a guy in january the yr we started dating in February! But I had no intentions of saying I love you first-I always got burned with that-They new they had me where they wanted me if I said that-so poor DH, said I love you and I had to say, I cant say that right now because i dont want to get hurt-but he gave me time and space and I am so glad he is so patient with me still-we will be married 13 yrs in Dec
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I am glad that you found the love of your life after having such a rough start! Thanks for sharing!
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