sunstarmoon777

Woe is me. Ahh...I haven't posted here in a long while. I have just been to tired/depressed/crazy...to do much of anything, especially come to this site. I finally decided it might be worth it...maybe perk me up for a few days. I don't know what's worng with me. I have been having really bad anxiety attacks fo rno reason...I 'll have them before bed or just a the most random times. My mother isn't really acknowledging them...I havan't been formally diagnosed yet, BUT I KNOW I have panic attacks and suffer from anxiety...my mom just says it's another form of PCOS...I think she is in denial that her child could be so screwed up. I have found myself crying over absolutely nothing...I am so melancholly(sp.?), I have become emotional over the most minute problem or negative comment or what I percieve to be a negative comment. I have stopped goign to 3 of my classes...and that KILLS me b/c I just wasted away my parents money. I really wanted to do well this semester too. I have recently developed insomnia due to paranoia...I am so afraid that someone is goign to attempt to break into my house and rape and pillage me. This is not normal. I am not normal. I just want to be me again...and I feel so lost...I don't even know where to start. I am hoping to start going to The Weight Management Center at John's Hopkins...they have everything I need...but really I just want to be commited to an institution so I can pick up the peices of my life. Nothing is going right lately and everything really is a mess...sorry so long. Thanks for letting me vent. I don't feel like checking for spelling errors so please bare with them.

Love Megan

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Megan (25) & DH Harris (27)
Married: 07/07/07
Diagnosed: 1998
PCOS Rx: Metformin 100mg, Spironolactone 100mg, Vitamin D 1000mg, Microgestin BCP

CocoRumGirl

Hi, Megan. I'm so sorry you're feeling like this. Have you talked to your doctor about this? If he can't help, he can probably refer you to someone who can, a psychologist maybe. People have told me my depression and anxiety are in my mind, but I know it's real. I got treatment for the depression, and I'm medication free now. If you've been treated, maybe you just haven't found the right thing yet. If you haven't been treated, help is available. You can PM me or email me if you'd like. (((HUGS))).


email:daisyangl@earthlink.net

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Sandy-29. Single and actually liking it at the moment.
Mommy to a 70 pound lap dog, my big boxer baby Tyson and a 15 year old blind shih tzu.


Diagnosed with PCOS in 2003.

Medications include Lamictal 100 mg, Lexapro 20 mg, and Trazadone 150 mg for Bipolar Disorder. Starting Femcon Sept '08. Gotta get this big ugly PCOS monster back under control!





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