 NPC shutdown question - am I going to ovulate?
Background - I had a m/c July 4th, started 3 weeks of NPC starting two weeks in (it was an early m/c but wanted to give my body a bit of time to recover before starting a shutdown.) I got about 2 weeks of NPC in before I started spotting - I decided a few days later to stop taking NPC to see if AF would arrive - she did.
So, I waited 5 days and started NPC again to continue with my multiple-month shutdown. Today I am on CD13 and have EWCM showing up and my cervix feels fertile.
I understand that *some* people do ovulate even on a shutdown - has anyone done a shutdown and had similar signs of ovulation but NOT ovulated? Is my body tricking me? Or is it very likely that I am ovulating?
If I AM ovulating, I'm torn - we have been TTC all year, I've had 2 m/c, so I decided to do the shutdown to try and heal before TTC again. But if I AM ovulating, I want to try again! AGH!!!
Anyone out there with some help? Thanks in advance! | 
