day by days its a challenge
looking in the mirror and thinking what could be different
trying to deal with everyday life
no one understands me
so much pain behind these eyes
i smile and laugh to cover the sadness
my family and friends are the reason i love life
with out them, i would fall apart
struggling to deal with this
feeling like there is no hope
i always known there was something wrong with me
and now, seeing what it truly is... i am hurt
always not feeling well
trying to do the daily routine
i need to stop and say, i need help
i have my mom right beside me
and its not fair that i am bringing depression
sometimes i need more than a hug
i want this pain and suffering to go away
i want people to see the real me
instead of looking and judging
sometimes i want to hide and cry
but for now i will go on and try