I'm not sure where this came from completely... I was trying to sleep and lines kept playing through my head. It's not often that the fact I have PCOS weighs so heavily on my mind. Though it does once in a while. What is also strange is that at the moment, I'm not really experiencing most of what is written below... I guess that past things that you've felt can sometimes replay in your mind. Well here it is, I'm sure many of you can relate
I wake up in the morning with all this hair.
The kind that make people stare,
I’ve got a pain in my side,
And another blemish that makes me want to hide.
I’m as moody as I can be,
Everyone just stay away from me!
Once again my pants don’t fit,
I can’t even get this one to zip.
I fall down on my bed and cry,
Why is the happening why o why!
I’m just tired of all this pain,
The heart ache and the shame,
I’m tired of all the gawks and sneers,
Hurtful comments and the tears,
I’m tired of being tired you see,
I’m tired of what PCOS has done to me.
Last edited by rini_22; 01-24-2009 at 07:28 AM.
Reason: typo!
Yeah it can be very tough. At the moment I'm fighting my weight, though I don't think this week is gonna be a big gain week! though it may be a stay the same, or I may lose, at the momment the only thing I can seem to hold down is juice...
DF and I went on a Reno trip yesterday with his grandmother and brother, and then both DF and I started having BAD BAD BAD stomach pains, and the only thing that we ate the whole time that was differnt then everyone else was the chicken nuggets... we both ordered them while everyone else ordered somehting else... and we both got pretty ill!
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This is one of those poems that i can greatly relate too...all through school almost my whole life ive went through the other kids stareing at me and making fun of me about the extra hair growth that i have...i screamed and screamed at them telling them it was in no way my fault...it was just the way i was born...and even still they couldnt seem to understand so they continued with their heartless teasing and stareing...made me feel like a freak...so this i can greatly relate too.
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great poem! I feel your pain. I was just dx's.. and it feels so nice to know I'm not alone in having all of these symptoms like I thought I was for so long
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Thank you very much everyone. and as for the photo It's my fave out of everything I've done... I don't tend to like to many photos of myself, but this one has just stuck
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I so know what you are going through my cyster ecspecailly the hair. I was dxed when I was 18 and having been shaving since I was in Jr. High....I am now almost 34. Keep your head up. It is hard but I have come to the thinking if people don't like what they see they don't have to look.
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Yeah, that's so true. I have to deal with the stupid hair all the time... it doesn't help that my aunt brings it up every time I"m down there... she says I'm not supposed to shave it and wants me to use a chemical hair remover, but they hurt my skin, and not to mention they cost a lot more then a razor... I just don't let her know that I use a razor instead.
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I wouldn't use a chemical peel...no way...less chemicals the better I have started having hair issues under my chin for the first time...It's pretty depressing. I just wish PCOS would go away.....It's good to find support here though. I really liked the poems posted here!
It's my fave out of everything I've done... I don't tend to like to many photos of myself, but this one has just stuck 
I have started having hair issues under my chin for the first time...It's pretty depressing. I just wish PCOS would go away.....It's good to find support here though. I really liked the poems posted here!
