got a pimple
Tried to pop it
10 days later its a scar
30 days later no period
30 more days later no sign of it
*sigh* god i really miss it
hair all over
am i weird?
few yrs later found out it's pcos
hair,scars,no period is a horror
i wake up everyday
and hide in the corner
they take lots of blood
my eyes cry so much
to the floor they flood
still more hair
on my butt,lip,back
you name it's there
i walk down the street
with alow cut shirt
scars and all from from pimples
people stare
so i hide my scars
shave my lip
next day later find another spot
i cry so much
from the taunts the stairs
sometimes i flip
flip from my mind
i wish i wasnt born
or time would rewind
now on met
doc says im over weight
but to save me from db type 2
were not too late
for awhile i hated myself
but this forum has helped me so
now my self asteem doesnt seem at all low
i have changed what i look like
but never who i am
it amazes me how you can hide something so ugly
yet still see it yourself and not cry
everyday i wake up and look at my body and say
another day another mystery
god gave me another try .
now that im on met
i can sleep
lowing insulin
all the gifts you give me i keep
i love you all
know i know i will only rise
i will never fall
love
LEtisha
sorry i was bored
