i wake up
its still here
just as it was last night
the signs of you
that just wont leave
you swept in quickly
like a theif in the night
damaging me
leaving scars in and on me
the wounds on the outside
are so very clear
but its the pain on the inside
that drives my fears
my fear of not being beautiful
my fear of not being a mother
my fear of always being left out
for one reason or another
finally the bandit of happiness
for so many years has a face
finally the murder of my bliss
has a name
its pcos
Candy, that is so powerful made me cry..... Thanks, because even though it isn't always easy... It's great to have wonderful people who are feeling the same as you are....
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thankyou - im sure i have more than this built up -- i have had symptoms of pcos since pueberty im now 21 n althuogh im glad to know that i wasnt crazy = i still cant help but feel this way - n i know what you mean in one way or the other we are all going thruogh the same things
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