damnit i hate life anymore .. Im tired of being treated like **** and talked to like im stupid.. i know my health and I know what im feeling.
im sick AGAIN ( my throat and asthma and cough and all again ) Ive never had near as many asthma attacks until my throat started.. and i hardly ever got a cold or anything.. they say your tonsils are like a portal for germs and colds .. if theyd just take them out itd be 10000000 % better i just know it .. hes brought it up 5 or 6 times teasing me or whatever but he hasnt given me a referrell yet and i cannot take it anymore i just went to him a couple hours ago and he basically says my tonsils arent enflamed or infected this time ..
ok whatever if he says so.... maybe in his opinion but I can feel the bottom of my left tonsil touching the back of my throat to the point i gag..
soo now hes pulling stuff from left field he thinks i have
Chlamydia pneumoniae Im sooo confused and have no idea what this is .. if anyone maybe the google queens can find something in normal terms that i might understand itd be appreciated.. Im soo flustered i dont know what to do.. ive been on soo many antibiotics and from what ive seen about this Chlamydia pneumoniae its treated by most the antibiotics ive already been on Im soo flustered.. my insurance doesnt require a referrel to a ENT but i can get in a lot faster and theres less chance of them disputing the charge if i have one .. soo I guess ill wait til these big lab work results come back and see what they say (ive had a history of elevated white blood cell counts even when im not sick soo i dont know if thats how they detect it or what) I just wanna get better
i have had tonsilitis or strep throat literally every 2-4 weeks since march..and every time my tonsils flare up my asthma starts.. my job is getting very impatient now because with my asthma flaring up my inhaler doesnt always work soo i cannot do my job as well as i should on the days i can actually go in... and they dont give a rats bout any doctors slips anymore.. they also keep telling me i need to take a medical leave of absense until i get it together but of course a doc has to do that and hes not going to and i dont want to and cannot afford to take a leave of absence (i wont get paid til i been out for 2 weeks) ... of course i know ill be out of work for a week or two after the surgery but it beats missing one or two days every other week ..
my job is gonna end up firing me over all this **** but when i cannot breathe i cannot work!!!!!! ive been using my inhaler literally every hour since 6 oclock last night .. and he says well no wonder your heart is beating fast.. I NEED SOME relief and I want a referrell to an ENT and he wont give me one

im tired of being sick .. and my job treating me like crap because of me always being sick and not being able to do my job half the time when i am there

i just cannot take it anymore .. what would yall do
