Ladies I would like for you to pray for me, Latlely I just been feeling so down and it is kinda getting worse. I have been not doing well and I am trying to stay strong but for some reason it feels like I am to the breaking point. For one I have taken alot in the last few years and especially the last few months. I can not get my Dad out of my mind and everything he said before he passed away keeps going over and over in my mind and everything I saw and heard from the hosptial and the hospice home just keeps replaying in my mind. Nights are the worse but even during the day all of a sudden I think of him and I sit there and cry. I don't feel like doing much at the house like cleaning and picking up and all that stuff it has to be done and I just look at it. I am so glad when it gets to be nap time for the boys because I want to just sleep the day away. We are trying to look for a house and move my mom, since my dad's death she is going to be moving with us so we can help her out and take care of her, she does not want to stay in the house that they shared together to many memories and to painful plus she is on a budget, so we are trying to find a bigger place so we all can live together and live comfortable and that seems not to be working to good, every house we look at is to small or just not what we want or need. I keep trying to be there for her and help her out with eveything like paperwork and keeping her spirits up about my dad. It seems like I just have my plate full for now and it is to much for me finally. I know things will be ok and it will take time to heal from him not being here, but I really hope that I can handle it all, it is scary when I just keep seeing and hearing everything over and over it just bad for me. Please just pray for me that things will get better and I start to feel better and keep me in your thoughts, I would apprecaite it ladies!!!
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Sweetie, I know exactly how you feel. My dad's death was only a little over a year ago, and was much more sudden than your dad's but that week of him being in a coma was awful. The uncertainty if he would recover and if he did, how much brain damage did he have? He was hit by a car while on a bicycle and had severe head trauma. I can still cry at the drop of a hat. It's getting better, but healing is a long slow process. My mom is still going to the church where we had the memorial service (dad was cremated), and I boo hooed like a baby when I went there with her. Just let your body heal. You won't be able to speed up the healing process. You may have to take some anti-depressants to get you through this tough time. One step at a time. It will get better. I promise!
__________________ Joseph H.S. Mills (AKA Trauma Jewel) 1/18/36 - 3/1/04. I miss you dad!
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My prayers are with you. The grieving process may take a long time. Bless your heart for having your Mom live with you. God must have a very special place for you all to live to have you wait this long.
Praying for you! Remember take time for yourself. I didn't when my father died and I finally broke and broke hard. Big Hugs!
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Please know that you are in my thoughts and prayers! Not only you, but all of your family. I can only imagine what you most be going through, and I pray that you dont have to go through this alone. Hang in there sweetie!
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I just wanted to say Thank you to all you ladies for responding and praying for me, Thanks so much for all the support when I need it the most. I have been feeling better lately and I know that I should not feel down about things because my dad would not want me to feel like this. He would want me to smile and live life to the fullest and be happy! I am going to try to think of all the great things and keep that in my mind and hopefully my mind will be at ease. I still feel alot of pain from him not being here and I am sure that will not ever go away, but I know that he was ok with it and he is smiling down at me right now and wanting me to be happy! I am so glad that you all are here to talk to and support me! May God Bless each and everyone of you ladies that kept me in your thoughts and prayers! Things will get better and I just know that I need to stay strong and postive and God will heal my heart and help me with all my worries!!!!
Remember that we are all here for you. In trying times remember that love and laughter heal a sad heart. I know things are rough, but soon, you'll have your house, and things will be looking brighter. I'm here for you, Kris
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Please Pray For Me, I am feeling so down... 
