 A Poem for all Mommies of Angels
Our Loss..Heavens Gain
I thought of you and closed my eyes,
and prayed to God today.
I asked what makes a Mother and I know I heard him say...
A mother has a baby, this we know is true.
But God can you be a mother, when your baby's not with you?
Yes you can, he replied with confidence in his voice.
I give many women babies, when they leave isn't their choice.
Some I send for a lifetime; others for a day.
And some I send to feel your womb, but there's no need to stay.
I just don't understand this God, I want my baby here.
He took a breath and cleared his throat; and then I saw a tear.
I wish I could show you what your child is doing today.
If you could see your child smile with other children,
and say,
"We go to Earth to learn our lessons of love, life, and fear.
My Mommy loved me oh so much, I got to come straight here..
I feel so lucky to have a Mom, who had so much love for me,
I learned my lesson quickly, my Mommy set me free.
I miss my Mommy oh so much, but I visit her each day,
When she goes to sleep on her pillow where I lay.
I stroke her hair and kiss her check; and whisper in her ear,
Mommy don't be sad today, I am your baby and I am here.
So you see my sweet dear one, your children are ok.
Your baby is here in my home and this is where she'll stay.
She will wait for me with you, until your lessons through.
And on the day that day arrives, she be at the gates for you.
So now you see what makes a mother, its the feelings in your heart.
Its the love you had so much, of right from the very start.
Though some on Earth may not realize until their time is done.
Remember all the love you have,
And know that you are a special MOM.
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Toni (27) Maurice (25)
Jeremiah (16 months)
PCOS/Low Progesterone/Hostile CM/high DHEAS
AF - 3/15
Clomid & Repronex - 3/16 - 3/27
Hpt BFP - 4/7
Beta - 4/15 - 106 P4 9.6
Beta - 4/17 - 200 P4 16.9
U/S - 4/18 - tripplet gestational sacs
Beta - 4/21 - 20 P4 12.5
Miscarriage - 4/23
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Beta - 4/25 - 0
We now have 8 seeds who were sent to earth, only to bloom in heaven.
REGULARLY TAKEN MEDS
BCP's - started 4/18
Dex - taking daily
Clomid - will take 150mg cd 2-6 when TTC again
Repronex - will take 3-4 amps cd 6 - ? when TTC again
Embrex Prenatals - taking daily
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If we have girl/boy twins, we will name them Zion Gabriel and Zoe Gabrielle.
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