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Old 03-28-2005, 12:22 PM   #1 (permalink)
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Default Poem I wrote for Rivi

How can
the world
be the same
when
I am so different?

Touched
for a moment
by a miniature life.

Torn
forever
by an unending love.

Feeling
now
broken with missing pieces.

How can
nobody see
the devastation
the lost meaning
the gaping hole?

How can
the world
keep turning
when
I can't move?
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Old 03-28-2005, 08:34 PM   #2 (permalink)
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That is just absolutely beautiful, Viv.

Can I print it out and show it to a few people, in hopes that they might understand my pain better?
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Old 03-28-2005, 08:42 PM   #3 (permalink)
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Viv...that was just so heart wrenching...and so true.

sending you big hugs...Rivi would be so proud of you...
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Old 03-28-2005, 11:55 PM   #4 (permalink)
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Feel free to share it, gals. That's why I posted it.

I've always written poetry, but I stopped after Rivi died. It feels good to get it all out, though.
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Old 03-29-2005, 01:12 AM   #5 (permalink)
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I'm right there with you, girlfriend. It's beautiful.
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Old 03-29-2005, 06:31 PM   #6 (permalink)
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That is truly beautiful. ((hug))
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Old 03-30-2005, 11:25 PM   #7 (permalink)
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that is really nice viv.

you're in my thoughts.
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