mollysmom

well, here i am started a FET cycle. we are trying this cycle with clomid for a "natural" ovulation (as i don't O predictably on my own). the ET will be 4 days after my surge on opk. we will be using assisted hatching on my snowpeas. i'm excited and scared. scared for 3 reasons, one that i won't get pg and two, that if i do, i will have the same edd as my 1st angel lost last year. and last, i'm scared of a 3rd m/c. two losses in a row so close together last year and i feel like emotionally, i barely survived. the twin pg was horrible b/c they never developed properly and we basically watched them die via u/s over a several wk span. d&c right before christmas. but it was my feb angel that hurt the worst. it was a surprise pg and my dd was only 8 1/2 mos and it was my 1st real O after giving birth, and we were thrilled to see a normal baby/heartbeat around 7 wks. it was measuring about 3 days behind but that can be normal. it died shortly after that u/s although i never m/c naturally and didn't find out until 4 wks later.
it was torture to watch my friends and SIL have successful pg's and know i should have delivered around the same time.

i almost put off my FET cycle b/c of the timing but then i thought it might bring me good luck. so i'm going for it. day 3 of clomid. hoping it makes me O. and praying i get my valentine's baby to hold next year. and scared of having to repeat last year.

thanks for listening.

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DH 39/ME 39(almost 40!) - diax w/PCOS summer 2003
Thin cyster - starting Met 3/23/09
DD - Molly 9/14/04 - IVF#1 baby
DD - Genevieve 2/12/07 - FET#2 baby
numerous failed cycles and
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in heaven
praying for 1 more/IVF #4 coming up June 2009

SheriKCMO

I'm very sorry about your losses, hugs to you!

Having dates close together is terrible. Every pregnancy is different, though, so there's no real reason to assume the worst (very difficult, though!). One of my loss buddies induced early with her living baby so that he would not be born the same day as her lost baby. Things can be arranged to help you cope, but by the time you are near your due date, you might feel better about everything.

Best wishes!

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Metformin 1500mg, Yasmin, managing IR/pcos with lower carbs

First pregnancy ended at 23 weeks due to incompetent cervix.

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Mary Catherine will be in our hearts forever, November 28, 2003.
Second loss March 9, 2004 at five weeks

Third pregnancy, Cerclage at 13w

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Duncan 2/11/05, 9lb 3oz
Fourth pregnancy, Cerclage at 13w

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Ruby 2/27/06, 9lbs

VivC

Every sad date is hard to get past, and it would be awful to always have your living child's birthdate shared with one of them. I hope your new little one comes a week early!