Prayer Request

wvchic1979 · 12-10-2003, 11:41 AM

I just wanted to ask all of my soul cysters to keep dh and I in your prayers for the next few months. As you might have read and will be reading alot probably, we are starting clomid this month, actually tomorrow is my first dose. I am really excited. I have came a long way in my own personal battle with ttc. We have been ttc on our own for over 6 years, with medical help for about 5 onths now. But I had alot of things to deal with emotionally in my relationship with God. For such a long time, i felt like this was his way of punishing us for our sins, but I never could understand what we had done that was so bad that he would not let us get pg. Through a lot of prayers and studying and arguing and listening, I have came to realize that he is not punishing us at all. I had several things to learn. I had to learn that he is gonna do things in his time, bottom line. I learned that I can count on him to be there for the lil things as well as the big. I also had to learn to realize all the things he has brought us through, mostly the small things that you tend to overlook. I had to get saved again. I gave my heat back to god a few months ago and it has been wonderfull. I had to learn to pray more. I know that what he brings us to he will bring us through. That has been the best thing I have learned. I am at peace about ttc like never before.
Anyhow I just wanted to share that with you and ask that all my cysters in christ please keep us in your prayers. I will keep each of you in mine. May God Bless you all. Happy Holidays!
Melissa

daculadawg1 · 12-10-2003, 12:33 PM

YOUR IN MY PRAYERS, I KNOW WHAT YOU MEAN BY ASKING WHAT DID I DO TO DERSERE THIS. BUT GOD WILL PROVIDE FOR US IN HIS OWN TIME. MAY GOD WATCH OVER YA
LINDA MULL

Jazzmyn821 · 12-10-2003, 12:35 PM

You're not alone. May the windows of Heaven open up and pour upon you an abundance of blessings.

Happy Holidays!

stormspirit · 12-10-2003, 12:48 PM

I totally know how you feel. Since I got married my life has been an emotional roller coaster. TTC was stressing us both out so much that it really hurt our marriage. We were always in church, but never really devoted to God. It took alot of bad things happening in our marriage to make us both realize that the roads we were heading down would lead to the destruction of our marriage and our salvation. We split up for awhile and all I could think about was how I was never going to get the family I always wanted. I think it was then that I realized that I had been so overbearing with ttc that it was my whole life. I wasn't concerned with losing DH, just the fact that I couldn't ttc without him. I knew I had to get my priorities straight. I immediately started praying that if my marriage was meant to last that God would help me pick up the pieces and convince DH to help me put them back together. DH moved back in a week later. We decided to put ttc on hold for a while and work on our marriage and our relationship with God. That was 2 years ago and we've been ttc again for about a year. Our marriage has never been stronger, and I have never felt so at peace with ttc. I used to think it would never happen, I'd never have that baby...now I know I will. God has a plan for my life.

I will keep you and DH in my prayers that you get your little miracle.

Leigh Ann

butterflygal · 12-12-2003, 07:23 AM

hi melissa,

you know i'll be praying for you and hubby.

i'll email you soon hopefully,

Danielle