SheriKCMO

I'm so sorry for your loss! I'm sorry I haven't been around a lot lately and haven't seen your post yet. What a terrible story about the "reason" you lost your baby! People really need to keep their pie holes sealed up tight. To me, there is no reason for our losses other than physical problems with our own bodies or our babies' bodies. If anyone had told me that Mary Catherine's death was "God's will," they would have had two black eyes in rapid succession! [Can you tell I'm not religious?] People don't understand grief until they've stood in those shoes. I don't wish it upon anyone, though, no matter how horrid they might be.

I hope the Xanax helps you get through this rough time. After my early loss, I should have gotten some meds, because I was in a typhoon of wacko hormones. That was a very dark time, and I didn't think I deserved to feel better. So I am glad you are giving something a chance to help.

(((((Hugs)))))

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Metformin 1500mg, Yasmin, managing IR/pcos with lower carbs

First pregnancy ended at 23 weeks due to incompetent cervix.

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Mary Catherine will be in our hearts forever, November 28, 2003.
Second loss March 9, 2004 at five weeks

Third pregnancy, Cerclage at 13w

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Duncan 2/11/05, 9lb 3oz
Fourth pregnancy, Cerclage at 13w

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Ruby 2/27/06, 9lbs

HakunaMatata

Roxy - I just wanted to let you know that your statement "I'm not going to give up just like that!" (or something like that) has stuck with me since reading it. It's so simple, yet powerful, and perfect for what we go through.

Sheri - the Xanax is DEFINITELYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY helping. I haven't cried in 3 days! Now THAT'S something.

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Me - 23 | Eddie - 27 | Married 12/10/2005

PCOS '05 | TTC for 25 months!
M/C - 1/26/09 -
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- Leilani Grace
M/C - 8/19/09 - 2w4d

Surgeries:
3/2008 - Marsupialization of a Bartholin Cyst
6/2009 - HSG and Lap for Endo - Tubes are wide open super highways! YAY!

R0xyg4l

Thank you, I'm glad it's inspiring. I feel like I'm on an emotional rollercoaster sometimes I feel so strong and others I feel like my world was robbed from me. But I know when it comes down to it I'm not going to give up. I just keep thinking about the end product... a beautiful baby. It keeps me chugging along.

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Kristina (27), Dustin (28) & Ani Rose (6)The Johnson Fam est 10/26/02Two angel babies:16wks 10/08 & 9wks 03/09
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