Okay so lets start out on the mental side of things. I'd be rapidly cycling thru emotions to such an extreme that mom came up to visit 2 weeks ago and immediately got on the phone trying to find someone to help someone (me) with no job, no insurance, no medicaid (don't qualifiy because I have no kids, not married but my bf has my name on his bank account and HE has enough money in the bank to buy us a house.... which on a side note we close on in a week!!!!!!) Anyway, so finally got in somewhere and they are seeing me in what they call "Crisis Care" until I can get in with one of their docs for a true diagnosis. Possiblilities include bipolar, ADD and OCD. They put me on Abilify and said that they would follow my meds for now but that once i'm diganosed I can go back to my PCP for meds. So i'm not taking 1000mg of depakote a day, 20mg celexa, 5mg abilify (until I finish them then I go up to 7.5mg) as well as a PRN up to 2mg kolonopin. Whew, I wake up early every morning and just want to clean all day. There's just one problem with that...
Tues I had surgery to remove what they thought was a hemorrhagic cyst that turned out to be dermoid cyst that was about 6cm iin diameter. Along with that they took my right ovary that was apparently even larger than the cyst itself. The good news is the other ovary and my uterus look happy and healthy.
Fist couupe dats of healing were hell. I was in so much pain even with the meds. Not i'm just sore and bruised, a bit itchy (allergic to the tape they used so I have a rash) and ready to not be so tired. I haven't feel this good in a long time. I just wanted to let everyone know without seeking out the old post I had. Plus, this is a happy post, that old one was defanitly not.
a real update on things 
