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11-19-2006, 05:16 PM
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Well, today the numbness is going away and I am finally depressed and crying. I am lost.
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Jesus said, "Let the little children come to me, and do not hinder them, for the kingdom of heaven belongs to such as these."
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Started November 15th and 22 pounds lost!
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11-19-2006, 06:04 PM
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| | Just another mommy
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11-19-2006, 10:01 PM
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Hi Sweets! I am truly sorry for your loss. I'm sure it is very difficult for a parent to lose their child. It just isn't suppose to happen that way. I'm here for you cyster  !
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Dx w/ PCOS - 2003
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HSG 08/16/06 - All CLEAR!
#1 - Soy/Clomid 50 mg: 10/07/06 Bust, didn't O!
#2 - Soy/Clomid 100mg: 11/28/06 Bust, didn't O!
#3 - Clomid 150 mg: 04/18/07 bfN!
#4 - Clomid 150 mg: 05/19/07 bfN!
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Taking a break again...
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11-19-2006, 10:25 PM
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| | Adoptive Momma
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Sweetsmom
((((hugs))))
Please remember to be patient with yourself. Take the time that you need to grieve. I know just how hard it is, but you have lots of cysters here to help you through this. If you need a friend who has been there feel free to pm or email me.
Kath
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IR Diet - it's called a diet but it is really a lifestyle change
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11-20-2006, 11:15 PM
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I know this journey is hard one and at times lonely....take one moment at a time...then the day will become easier...I cant say that it will ever be ok...but each moment you survive you survive. I will pray for you Sweets and hope that you have a loving family and supportive people around you to help you through this....lean on us if you need....
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11-21-2006, 01:07 AM
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| | cyster in need of hope
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My heart breaks for you  I'm so sorry you are going through this
__________________ Me 30 Dh 40 ds 8 miscarriage 11/06 Finally ds #2 has arrived!
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and now its time to fit into those jeans again
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11-25-2006, 09:31 PM
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I am so sorry for your loss. After I lost my twin daughters at 21 weeks due to IC, the only thing that helped me was seeing a grief counselor. My husband and I saw her for a few months together, and then I saw her by myself for a few more months. Your grief is so raw right now. I can promise you it will get better. It has been over 3 years since I lost my daughters. I still think about them all the time, but it is definitely a lot easier. Please take care of yourself. If you are feeling really overwhelmed, your OB can probably prescribe some sort of antidepressant. My OB gave me that option if I needed it, but fortunately for me, the counseling worked. Again, I am so sorry for your loss. | |
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11-26-2006, 01:00 PM
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| | Aiden is my blessing
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Im so sorry for you ((((hugs))))
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11-26-2006, 07:40 PM
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| | Ethan's mummy
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i'm so sorry sweetsmom send you love and good wishes for the future xxxxxxxxx
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11-28-2006, 03:30 PM
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My heart goes out to you. I'm so sorry. Just know that you are in my thoughts and prayers. Many many (((HUGS))) to you during this time.
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11-30-2006, 11:15 AM
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| | Missing Rivelino forever
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((Hugs)). This sounds so familiar! After I lost Rivi, I had a few weeks of frantic business - I got pics copied, I started his memory book, I wrote poetry for him...then it hit me.
It's normal to feel lost. For now, do whatever you need to do to get through. If you need to lay in bed and cry all day, do it (just don't stay there for weeks, okay?). If staying busy helps, I think the scrapbook you're working on is a wonderful start. You might think of volunteering somewhere if you need to get out of the house - just try to stay away from little kids for a while. Maybe an animal shelter?
After a few months, if you're still grieving this strongly, please see a counselor. You'll always love and miss your baby, but your life does have to go on. It doesn't seem fair, but that's what he would want for his mommy.
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