Well, today the numbness is going away and I am finally depressed and crying. I am lost.
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Jesus said, "Let the little children come to me, and do not hinder them, for the kingdom of heaven belongs to such as these."
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Started November 15th and 22 pounds lost!
Walk America in 2007 in memory of my little Jackson. Go to walkamerica.org/sweetsmom to support me.
Hi Sweets! I am truly sorry for your loss. I'm sure it is very difficult for a parent to lose their child. It just isn't suppose to happen that way. I'm here for you cyster !
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Please remember to be patient with yourself. Take the time that you need to grieve. I know just how hard it is, but you have lots of cysters here to help you through this. If you need a friend who has been there feel free to pm or email me.
Kath
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Mom to 3 angels (2 1st trimester miscarriages & 1 full term stillborn) and 2 grade schoolers
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I know this journey is hard one and at times lonely....take one moment at a time...then the day will become easier...I cant say that it will ever be ok...but each moment you survive you survive. I will pray for you Sweets and hope that you have a loving family and supportive people around you to help you through this....lean on us if you need....
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1 Beautiful baby boy in heaven.......Emmanuel (GOD is with US)
1 Beautiful baby girl LuV To view links or images in signatures your post count must be 0 or greater. You currently have 0 posts. BuG....born 1/20/08 33 weeks 1 day...... To view links or images in signatures your post count must be 0 or greater. You currently have 0 posts.
27 Days in the NICU....before Nichole Victoria came home to her parents!
"Having done all that you can.........just STAND"
I am eternally grateful for all that I have, all that i have been through and all that GOD has in store for me and my family.....
I am so sorry for your loss. After I lost my twin daughters at 21 weeks due to IC, the only thing that helped me was seeing a grief counselor. My husband and I saw her for a few months together, and then I saw her by myself for a few more months. Your grief is so raw right now. I can promise you it will get better. It has been over 3 years since I lost my daughters. I still think about them all the time, but it is definitely a lot easier. Please take care of yourself. If you are feeling really overwhelmed, your OB can probably prescribe some sort of antidepressant. My OB gave me that option if I needed it, but fortunately for me, the counseling worked. Again, I am so sorry for your loss.
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((Hugs)). This sounds so familiar! After I lost Rivi, I had a few weeks of frantic business - I got pics copied, I started his memory book, I wrote poetry for him...then it hit me.
It's normal to feel lost. For now, do whatever you need to do to get through. If you need to lay in bed and cry all day, do it (just don't stay there for weeks, okay?). If staying busy helps, I think the scrapbook you're working on is a wonderful start. You might think of volunteering somewhere if you need to get out of the house - just try to stay away from little kids for a while. Maybe an animal shelter?
After a few months, if you're still grieving this strongly, please see a counselor. You'll always love and miss your baby, but your life does have to go on. It doesn't seem fair, but that's what he would want for his mommy.
Reality is setting in 
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I'm so sorry you are going through this
