I havent been online for a while due to the fact that I was having a massive rebellion towards my PCOS.
I know it sounds stupid and childish but I think that I had convinced myself that I could go on as normal. My reasoning for this was "well i could have had this for years and stillate and drank what i wanted, the tablets make me feel horrible, in fact ever since ive been diagnosed i have felt ill, it must be phsycological, I probably dont have anything wrong with my blood sugar so whats the point in taking the met when they make me feel so crap..." and on and on i went.
So as you can see from my last post that i wrote I stopped taking the met.
Immediatley felt better. I was rebelling and I was in control of myself and the PCOS was no long in control of me.
Plus my doctor was no help.and i dont say this lightly, no help at all.
So off it for 5 weeks. Eating as I did beofre, bread, carbs, general crap.
How do i feel? Awful. Tired, tearful, the boild that i had on my backside for so many years came back. The weight has started to creep back on (lost 1and a hald stone whilst on met only for 4 weeks). I just feel rubbish in myself and a complete failure.
So here i go again. Im back on the met, back on here, but need to sort the food thing out again, ill get there.
And I have to say thank god for Soul Cysters. Thanks Cat for making this site possible. Thank you to everyone who has been so suppotive to me in the little time i have been a member. Thanks for reading this moany, whiny post.
Thanks, Thanks Thanks.
I am glad that you got back on your feet. I totally understand what you went through though. I did the same thing for about 2 years in every aspect of my health. I didn't want to be sick so I stopped taking meds for my other conditions. I wasn't being treated for my PCOS and just ignored it.
I finally turned it all around by discovering SC. I realized that it wasn't in my head and there were other treatments besides BCPs.
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I have a theory...if it helps to moan and groan, then by all means...MOAN AND GRAON away!!! That is what this site is for! Glad to see you made the decision to come back. Good luck and I bet in no time you will start feeling better!
Michelene
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Rebelling against PCOS 
