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Today is the day when exactly a year ago I concieved my little baby.We lost the child at 9 weeks, since they couldn't find any hearbeat.I thought this day wouldn't make much of a difference to me,but I just can't seem to stop thinking how our life would have been now, had i not miscarried.It took us 2 years of treatment on and off to concieve the baby...and now again after a year we are still struggling.

I think Dh doesnt even remember the day, but for me every single date is so well engraved in my mind.I may go on to have children someday, but i will never ever forget this child,i don't even know the sex but my heart tells me it was a boy.I intend on naming my other child with the same name that I had in mind for my first child.

No matter how hard I try,I can still feel the pain.....the feeling of emptiness is still there...

I hope you ladies out there can relate to what I am saying.

*DesertRose*

*hug*

I am so sorry that you are feeling down today ~ I know how it feels to have a loss and also know that words really don't help that much, because in the end it won't change the past ~

God knows what is good for us and what is bad for us ~ even though we might not understand his great wisdom ~ just remember: God knows best ~

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me - 27, dh - 30
dd - 14 April 2004
ds - 23 January 2007
dx with PCOS - 10/02 (thin cyster, no symptoms except irregular (no) ovulation/periods)
m/c - 03/03



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MaLee

(((Hugs))) I know what you mean. It has been a year for me also. Everyday I think - last year at this time I was pg. I was about one month at this time.
I couldn't have said it better.

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Sarah (24) DH Mike (25)
1st M/C 08-02-02 CMP
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