I had a m/c yesterday. I'm so depressed. I feel guilty. My blood sugars have been kind of high lately and I know that had something to do with it. I should have taken more care of myself. I just feel so ....bad.
Thanks for listening.
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I'm so sorry for your loss. It's normal to blame yourself, but it really isn't your fault. I spent many years blaming myself for the death of my babies and I don't want anyone else to go through that. You'll be in my thoughts and prayers. (((hugs)))
I felt the same way after my m/c... I'd had refined bread the night before. I think it is natural to try to blame ourselves... to try to make sense out of something that is completely senseless. But really, unless they can pinpoint the cause of the miscarriage, we don't know why most miscarriages happen. They think most miscarriages are due to genetic errors... the cells just spontaneously double correctly or something else completely beyond our control goes wrong. It makes no sense and it isn't fair. It wasn't your fault. *hugs*
Take as much time as you need to grieve. You have suffered a real tragedy and it may take some time to work through it, but one day you'll be able to smile again and hope will return.
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I know it easy to blame yourself and truthfully I am still in that set of mind but I know, in my heart, that one day we will both see that it was not our faults. We dont know why our angels were taken from us and will never know but do know that this board is a wonderful support system. ((HUGS))
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