im so upset...might sound a bit silly but it just really hit me that i have pcos. i was just in the shower and was thinking of babies (whats new) and i just started bawling right there in the shower. i just thought i had been so optimistic up until that point - i had not cried when i was diagnosed two days ago so i guess i just needed a good cry. Like most of you there is nothing i want more than to have a baby (when the time is right). I know its not the end of the world and i could be so much more worse-off but at the same time I feel upset and angry that im somehow 'robbed' of something. Im sorry i know a lot of you are going through much worse and i must admit i surprised myself by bawling like i did. oh dear..at least i have you guys..im SO thankful for that.
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Sorry that your feeling down today, you have a good cry if you want to and never, ever feel silly about it.
You know there are loads of us here if you need to talk at any time and remember you can pm me if you want. Don't know how much I'll be able to help but sometimes it's good just to get it off you chest.
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Hi sweetheart...I am so sorry that you are upset. ((Hugs)) Sometimes it really does take a good cry. There are so many things that PCOS patients have to contend with...but it is a lot easier with a network of friends like soulcysters. I just wanted to let you know I am thinking of you and that you are loved...((Hugs))
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Hi sweetheart...I am so sorry that you are upset. ((Hugs)) Sometimes it really does take a good cry. There are so many things that PCOS patients have to contend with...but it is a lot easier with a network of friends like soulcysters. I just wanted to let you know I am thinking of you and that you are loved...((Hugs))
Thank you so much for your lovely reply katrinaAnne, you are very thoughtful.
I really do feel so lucky to have such a stong and caring support group. Thanks you guys ...
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little duck- {{{HUGS}}}. It's good to cry. Sometimes you need to have a great big cry. I'm sorry that you feel bad. I'm glad I found this board, I would of gone crazy if I didn't. Always remember, it will get better (trust me).
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Little duck I am sorry you are upset. It's something most of us have been through. It's hard to know you have such a difficult time getting PG when so many out there seem to get PG without a problem! Remember, you have all us cysters out there who are behind you one hundred percent. So bawl your eyes out! We have a lot of shoulders to cry on and we all feel like crying now and then! I went through this when I was first diagnosed, and it still hurts. But you learn to deal with it, especially with all the wonderful cysters on this board! We're with you hun!
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Hey, I hope you're feeling better by now. Isn't it weird how things can hit you at the funniest or most inopportune times? Sometimes it just takes a bit longer for things to sink in. I cried right away when I found out I have PCOS, but I stopped when I found out I was a cyster and had many other cysters to rely and lean on. I found a lot of knowledge, support and advice here, and I would not be where I am now without this place. So know we're always here for you, and I hope that a baby is definitely in your future.
Hugs!
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Little duck I am sorry you are upset. It's something most of us have been through. It's hard to know you have such a difficult time getting PG when so many out there seem to get PG without a problem! Remember, you have all us cysters out there who are behind you one hundred percent. So bawl your eyes out! We have a lot of shoulders to cry on and we all feel like crying now and then! I went through this when I was first diagnosed, and it still hurts. But you learn to deal with it, especially with all the wonderful cysters on this board! We're with you hun!
I ditto what jnalowd said we are all here for you if you need us. (((hugs)))
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{{{HUGS}}} I'm sorry you are feeling so down right now. I know I feel like someone robbed me. I am a woman I am suppose to get pregnant, so i dont understand when I dont!
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sad duck 
yeah i feel a little better after a good cry. God it really sucks tho! I got that reiki to you last night anyway.. 
Always remember, it will get better (trust me).
