He is headed for Iraq for a least a year...maybe more. He was suppose to get out of the military in Sept. but that won't happen now. I'm feeling a lot of emotions right now. Sadness, fear, anger, confusion about my feelings... Tears, lots of tears, but they won't do a lot of good of course. I'm angry with our government for keeping us at war *note this is a mommy statement not a political one as this isn't a debate forum* and I'm angry at DS for leaving, even though it's not his fault. You know, those crazy feelings that don't make any rational sense but are there anyway. And, of course the depression has hit full force. I started back on my celexa, but I hate that too.
So, I will be here if you need me. But, I may need you guys more.
Thanks for listening, Lendi
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Oh, (((((((((Lendi!))))))))))
Your feelings are understandable. It's so scary and downright depressing. The military can be a great career, but who would have thought that this war would drag on so and so many of our bright, young military personnel would be sent over there? I know that they realize that it's their duty, but it is hard on everyone. I know that you love your son very, very much! Don't feel bad about needing the anti-depressant during this difficult time. I am sure that I would have to have Celexa or something to cope with this.
I will be thinking of you and your son and praying that he returns safely.
BTW, Your post reminded me that I have to register my son for "selective service"...is that what they call it? as he turns 18 in a few weeks, too.
I can't even imagine being in your position. I am so sad for you and you and your son will be in my thoughts.
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i'm sooo sorry to hear that you boy is away
I cann't realy say I understand 'cos I downt have any children
But I work with a good friend whos son has gone to Iraq and we have been trieing to support her through this terrible time so I sort of understand.
Sorry i'm not very good with reasuring words but sending healing love to you all the same
Thank you for you support. It means a lot to be able to say my feeling to people who will understand.
KlassicalKat, as I remember from previous times
we have quite a bit in common. Thanks for you thoughts. You can register you DS on-line for the service. And, try not to worry. It's highly unlikely that the draft will go into effect. I work at a college and we had a student almost not be awarded fed.
financial aid because he wouldnt' register. Took some doings to explain to him that it was illegal not to, but that he probably didnt' need to worry. He was truly freaking out and I felt bad for him.
Thank you Misty for caring. It means a lot.
Shoot the moon Lindy...looks like we sorta share a name I appreciate your response and hope to get to know you better.
Saza...welcome to the board. Your words of support and comfort are very reassuring. I really needed people who could help validate my feelings. I appreciate it more than I can ever say.
Lendi
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I recived an email earlier and now I wish I hadn't deleted it. Just know that your son is in my prayers and please tell him Thank You for me and my DH.
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Im really sorry that you had to say goodbye to your son. It's just not fair to have to send our children, husbands, brothers, sisters etc to war. I can only imagine how helpless and worried you feel.
I know that you can't change how you're feeling, but hopefully knowing how many on us cysters are thinking of you and sending you and your family our prayers, will make you feel a tiny bit better. I really hope he returns home to you safely.
Take care sweetie..
Mel
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This must be agony for you hon, and I wish that I could say something to make it better but that won't be possible. I am a wife and a stepmother as well and I know that the worry never stops...and may I add as a women you have every right to feel all of these emotions that your feeling.
You are in my thoughts daily and I will always be available if you ever want to talk.
Much Love and Hugs,
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I am thinking about you and your son. All your irrational feelings are not irrational. These feelings are natural. I wish I could help you feel better.
Well, I will eat a pretend carton of chunky chocolate ice cream for ya. It always makes me feel better
hugs
denise
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I only understand what you are going through in a small way. I said goodbye to my 21 year old brother over the weekend. He is now in the Middle East for at least a year. I think of him everyday as I'm sure you do your son. Take care of yourself and pray often.
Britt
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Said goodbye to my son last weekend 
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