(((missmaria)))) sorry that you are feeling so scared. We all know that feeling here, unfortunately. My advice is that maybe you should consider taking a "rest cycle"... not necessarily a rest from ttc, but a rest from active treatment (provera, clomid). After a m/c, very often women will have a natural fertile cycle (even us cysters), so you might actually be amazed to O and/or get AF on your own.
I'm suggesting this because, first of all, it's only been two weeks since your m/c and maybe waiting to see if an O comes naturally will give you some time to cope better with the emotional upset of what just happened. Secondly, if you were to have a natural O and get pr, this may actually have a better chance of "sticking" because natural cycles do not come with some of the disadvantages of meds (like thinning of the uterine lining and drying up of CM that Clomid can).
But whether you decide to go for it this month with Clomid, or natural, I definitely understand your desire to get right back into ttc (a lot of us here belong to the "supposed to be on a rest" buddy group on the ttc board, so come join if you like!)
The only other thing to remember is that chances are in your favor that if you got pr, you'll probably get pr again... and after one m/c, chances are still excellent that you won't have another. All you cn do is take all precautions you can and then let go and realize that we cannot control it. You might want to initiate some blood work to see if you can identify risk factors that can be addressed and this will help you to feel that you are doing something about it. Best of luck and lots of babydust!
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me (38) DH (40)
Prenatals, BA, synthroid
3 m/c's - 11/5/02, 2/28/03 (Henry), 12/17/03
Liam born 2/28/05 - our pride and joy!
BFing and ttc #2
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