i have had enough my life is so bad at the moment i have already tried commiting suicide twice and nothing happened i am scared that next time i willl suceed i also cut myself no one understands i just wanna die i wanna go to sleep and never wake up my parents don't care i am scared when i cut myself i will go to deep
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Hi Linny
HUGS to you! i'm sorry you feel so down right now but let me tell you that your life is worth living! whatever it is that makes you sad, i believe that everything has a solution as long as we are alive today. please email me, estrada_cm@yahoo.com
i'd like to help you, even if it's just with advice and hearing you out. i used to be that way, i used to have a deep depression and always wanted to sleep into death, but that's just the evil forces influencing your thoughts! i offer you my sincere friendship, please email me. we can work through it together, don't feel alone. God is watching over you and if you just believe that He will bring you through, it will happen. i am here for you and i'll help you to the best of my ability. take care and God bless!!!! love..........Claudia
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I've been where you are now. Your so young, and theres so much more to look forward to in life. You may not think so now, but there is. Your just starting your life, the good part that is. At 17 I couldn't think past tommorow, and I tried to kill myself also. Thank god I didn't. I would have missed out on meeting my husband and giving birth to my daughter. I would have missed out on so much. Your teenage years are so hard, and being depressed makes it so much worse. But your almost done. You have so much to look forward to, moving out on your own, starting a job or going to college, meeting new freinds. All the stuff that seems so important in high school goes away when you get out. Trust me on this.
Is there anyone you could talk to about this? I take it your parents don't think your serious? Maybe a school counslor or family freind? Sometimes it helps to pour out your feelings to someone. If you want, you can email me. Just please talk to someone when your feeling this way. I don't know if they have them in the UK, but here they have help lines for people who just need to talk to someone. Call one of these if theres no one available right then.
Oh, linny lou. I'm so sorry you are hurting. Big, Big {{{{Hugs}}}}. I wish I was there to give them to you in person. You do need to talk it out, sweetie. Maybe your school nurse if you're uncomfortable with your parents. Maybe they don't understand how terrible sad you are. You know we will be here for you anytime. Please, post and let us know you're ok.
And, remember where today there is nothing but snow and ice, soon there will be butterflies and flowers. Your "spring" will be here soon. Give life a chance.
Hugs, Lendi
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i am soooo sorry you feel this way!!!! I am kinda in the same boat as you, I have really bad panic disorder/agoraphobia and can't leave my house at all(have not in 6 months). I feel like giving up all the time, and often wonder why I even bother to wake up in the moring. I have this constent lonely feeling, I could be in a room with a 100 people and still feel all alone inside But you just gotta fight the feelings and look for one good thing and focus on it (no matter how small it might be). My boyfriend and I broke up and I have just gone "down hill" from there, I don't know if are break caused me panic disorder but it sure as HELL didn't help it. I don't have any great advice for you, I just wanted to let you know that you are not alone with your feelings. If you want to chat I would love too.
{{HUGS}} Linny, I also self-injure and have for the last 12 years. I'm more of a burner than a cutter, though I've done my share of both. Please PM me if you want to talk. While I can't say I know exactly what you're going through, I've also attempted suicide. My SI has gotten much better the last few years so maybe I can help you. Please let me know if you'd like to talk.
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Hi Linny Loo, I am sorry that you are feeling so bad. When I was younger I use to self harm. I "cut" for many years and it is scary and I often felt I was loosing control and going crazy. Please try to realize you are not going crazy. You are just trying to cope. It is important to find other ways to cope with things. It is very difficult to stop but it is possible. Don't give up on yourself you can get through this.
Take care and stay safe,
Mel
Self Harm Links that may be helpful: http://www.selfharm.net/ http://www.ruinyourlife.com/ThePage....htm~textwindow
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