 secondary infertility
i am not sure if this will make sense or help anyone else but writing has always helped me get through the hard times
Secondary Infertility
I wish I had known all those years ago what a miracle life was
Young and ignorant I did not know
Felt it was my birthright as a woman
Never knowing what a precious gift
Ripped away without even the choice
Regret overwhelms me
I love you my son
I just did not know
I would have memorized every detail
Treasured every moment
Showed you how much I loved you
Never would I have spent so much time on work, school
Things that seem so meaningless now
I missed so many things, made so many mistakes
But I always thought I was doing what was right
What was best
The hope of a new child
A companion for you
A chance to make up
To do better
I just assumed that I could
Now once, twice this loss I have known
Twice now I have told you only to have to take it back
I can’t make the pain go away for you
I can only try to show you how to live through
Life is not fair
What a cruel lesson for one so young
My heart breaks for you
My beautiful, blessed miracle
My son
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