I have come upon a hard time. I am 18, a senior in high school so I am still living at home. I am overwhelmed with everything right now, and just want to be at home curled up with my CD player on repeat all day long. I am a little on the depressed side, actually not too bad, but my grades are not so great and I am worried about getting into college. I have come to grips with the fact that I can't help crushing on girls, and know I am gay. I attend a baptist church three days a week, and my family is not religious so I am a freak for being religious and not prepared to be seen as a freak for being gay too. I can't leave the church but I feel like I am two different people, one that I let people know and the real person I am inside. I believe that God made me a lesbian and I am going to continue living every day for Him, I am just really struggling and was hoping to just have a friend or two to keep in touch through email, to talk about the GOOD and the bad, that just understands my feelings and agrees with my beliefs. -thanks
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Hey, I may be a non-cristian, but I can relate to how you feel. I'm 14 and I'm bisexual and go to a tiny school out in hickville. I amy not share all of your beliefes, but I am accepting, and willing to accept you as long as you accept you. Anyways, I'm here if you need to talk. Pretty much always. Unfortunately, you'll only be able to reach me through the forum or Pming. But don't be afraid gto Pm me, i may not always be on but I'm always willing to listen. Good luck with finding more friends on here, there's tons of nice people so i'm sure you will!
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Ibnerd
Hey, I may be a non-cristian, but I can relate to how you feel. I'm 14 and I'm bisexual and go to a tiny school out in hickville. I amy not share all of your beliefes, but I am accepting, and willing to accept you as long as you accept you. Anyways, I'm here if you need to talk. Pretty much always. Unfortunately, you'll only be able to reach me through the forum or Pming. But don't be afraid gto Pm me, i may not always be on but I'm always willing to listen. Good luck with finding more friends on here, there's tons of nice people so i'm sure you will!
__________________ To be nobody but yourself in a world that is doing its best to make you somebody else is to fight the hardest battle you are ever going to fight. Never stop fighting.
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Heyyy Im not sure if Im gay or not, but I know that I love all gay people. If you need to talk Im on Iheartpope38. Congrats for coming out, your a very strong person!
I dropped the Christianty thing. It didn't work for me anymore. I became Pagan and it seems to fit my lifestyle choices alot better.
If yuo want to continue living as a Christian and being gay, that's great! But there are gay friendly churches out there. So don't be afraid to come out!
Hope your grades and such get better. I am a junior in high school. You'll get into college some way or another!
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seeking someone who understands 
Anyways, I'm here if you need to talk. Pretty much always. Unfortunately, you'll only be able to reach me through the forum or Pming. But don't be afraid gto Pm me, i may not always be on but I'm always willing to listen. Good luck with finding more friends on here, there's tons of nice people so i'm sure you will! 
