tanyasparks154

Hey all,

Sorry I haven't been around lately. I guess everyone is saying, Tanya who?? Well, I used to be a regular here but haven't been able to bare coming here. Everyone I used to talk to about ttc is now pregnant or already had babies, and I'm still here, alone, babyless. My dh and I have started trying again after a several month break. I'm going on ttc year # 5! It is hard to believe that I have been on the emotional roller coaster for this long. I'm now starting to feel all of the depression and negative feelings surrounding ttc again. All of the disappointment and feelings of worthlessness. Now I'm back at the bottom of the barrel. I just need your prayers. I'm feeling so dissappointed and worthless. I have absolutely no one to talk to who has even the slightest idea about the way I feel. I'm so sick of people telling me stories of how their family member got pg after years of trying, saying that I'm just too uptight, to relax and it will happen, and saying that I'm just too stressed out for a baby. I just wish that I had someone to talk to that understands how depressed I feel.

OOPS!! sorry so long,

Tanya

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Tanya, 25
Married 11/15/1997 to Steve (33)
PCOS 5yrs.
TTC #1 5 1/2yrs.
currently taking 1500mgs. Glucophage
Furbabies, Jack (yorkie), and Prince Alfred (persian cat)



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I love this one!

haze

well dear i am very sorry to hear whatr you are going through because i can kinda understand i was going to marry this guy who wanted me to get pregnant like over night so we tried and tried and then he couldn't handle the fact that i found God in my life so we split up now i am again getting ready to get married and this guy is awesome he loves me and its for real well guess what? he really wants kids and he wants them right now well we have been trying and trying but to no avail then as of 8-13-04 i have just been diag. with you guessed it PCOS so i am pretty crushed the doc says i have to take birth control for at the least 6 months because she wants me to get my PCOS under control along with my diabetes so i haven't really talked to him much about it but i know he is crushed he really wanted kids right away and now i feel like i am less of a woman for not being able to do this for him i know he is an understanding kinda guy and will tell me not to worry but i know that he is just going to try and make me feel better about the situation well now that i have talked your ear off i hope you dont feel alone even when you dont think things will work out you would be suprised what God has in store for you.
God Bless
z

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Cristy

Hi Tanya (HUGS!)

I know exacly how you are feeling. Dh and I have been ttc for almost 8 months, not long I guess, but I'm already feeling like a failure. I'm very depressed at the moment, so reading your post has made me feel like I can relate to someone.

I hope you feel better soon, and I noticed you will be taking Clomid soon? I really hope it works for you. I will be starting Clomid in about 6 weeks and I can't wait!

Just keep trusting in God, I know how hard it is sometimes, when everything seems to be going so wrong. Just remember these words:

"He maketh the barren woman to keep house, and to be a joyful mother of children . Praise ye the Lord."

He knows what we are going through. Hang in there, my prayers are with you.

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***Cristy***

Married to my best friend - 17/1/04
I'm pregnant!! Edd: 27/7/05
We are having a little GIRL!!



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"A woman when she is in travail hath sorrow, because her hour is come, but as soon as she is delivered of the child, she remebereth no more the anguish, for joy that a man is born into the world"

John 16:21 (KJV)

bancher

thinking of you in this time of hurt.

jen

PeacefulAngel

Tanya WHO? *snicker snicker*

Tanya sweetie....

I got your PM but haven't had a chance to write you back. I'm so sorry.

Sorry we lost touch. Mom has been very sick and it seems we are always at doctor's offices. She retired...did ya know it? So now she's piddling around. It's hard for her to deal with because she's always into something. I try to keep her busy.

Anywho,
I'm sorry you are feeling so down. I know who you feel. (isn't it nice to hear someone say that and know they mean it?) There have been so many times I have felt like "Damaged goods". Hang in there sweetie. You are important to Steve and to God.

We need to do lunch one day. You like Chinese? Ever been to the China Kitchen? Yummmmm

I love ya! Email me!
Julie

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