I don't know if this is related to PCOS or not. I keep scaring my financee with my anger outbursts. For example last night he was helping me with something on the computer then erased it on the computer to start it over. He walked away to clear his head but didn't communicate this to me. I felt like he left me high and dry on this. I couldn't figure out how to do it then I cried, got frustrated then angry to where I threw a clipboard and broke it.
I used to get angry at work too in the past. I've gotten fired 2x due to this. Could this be related to PCOS? I don't know if this is related or not. It seems to be worse when I'm taking the generic form of Provera to have my periods. I seem to PMS every time on that medication and my fiancee's scared over the thought of me going onto birth control pills once my endocrinologist rechecks my liver which will have to wait until I get health insurance after I get married next year. I was waiting for my period to start yesterday and it started last night. I had finished taking the medroxyprogesterone on Sunday so it was just a matter to time it started. Is all of this related?
I seemed to be angry one minute, depressed the next and fine the next. I keep having to apologize to my fiancee for how I'm acting and feel bad that he has to put with all my mood swings. He thinks I need anger management classes but I'm wondering if my temper is related to my disease. I can get angry over the most minor things.
Does anyone have any advice or this or does anyone else experience this too? Thanks for any help someone can might be able shed some light on this. I feel like I'm alone on this.