Thanks-be well for now

[hoping4help]

This is just too much, yes, it's cheap entertainment I guess, but ya know i am hurting to the core and it would be best if i stop posting for now (I canhear some of you saying, "please do", I'll stick around and read, think what you want, I've had enough, and I'm sure you all have too. Not sure if I'll be back, and no, I don't expect someone to comfort my @ass, I'm really sorry that my moods are messed up and that I'm hurting so much inside, I guess this just isn't the place to tell-all. I don't feel comfortable-my problem, but i wish all you cysters well, and hopefully when I'm feeling better I'll come back an try to be there for you. I'm crying, call me a baby, tell me to grow up, honestly I don't care right now. I have feelings and I'm doing my best, but now, especially i feel very slighted and that really sucks. What can i do? I'm not getting answers, I'm trying so hard to get well, and learn about IR and PCOS, but I seem to be upsetting someone, so I'll take off for now. I'm hurting so damn frikken bad, I don't know how y'all got through these feelings when they hit you.
Peace and thanks for the help so far, not doing good at all, obviously, feeling hopeless, and embarrassed to name a few feelings, Just call me a nutcase, it's ok, I've been called worse. Taking meds to knock myself out-who cares, no biggie.
God Bless.

[Amy_53405]

Kristen,

I am sorry you feel you have to leave!! Please email me and let me know how you are!!!

[hoping4help]

I will Amy, thanks.

[deborahlou]

I don't understand...don't leave
i mean, i don't talk to you much but i read your posts all the time and I will miss that.
I hope you feel better soon....I'm sorry you're not feeling well.

[Rasburry]

Did someone say something funky to you? If so, sorry. There is always someone out there who can be harsh and/or someone who will lash out bc of their own unhappiness/insecurities/jealousy.............
Take a break. Hang around. I'll still be here for you and look forward to brighter days for you. I can see that you're trying and I really hope that you give yourself credit for any small steps that you take in the right direction. Remember, God doesn't expect for us to be perfect while walking this earth.

[CocoRumGirl]

I am so sorry you're feeling like this. Hope you decide to come back after you have a break to sort things out. I'll miss you!

(((((HUGS)))))

[Nyksta]

Kristen,

Sorry to hear you are feeling this way right now, I know how tough things can get.
Its a good idea to take a break from things when they're getting too much.
If I can help at all, if you want someone to talk to, or just to listen please send me a pm or e-mail and I'd be happy to help you as much as I can.

When you feel ready, I look fowards to seeing you posting again.

Take Care,

Nyk x

[TickledPink]

Hi Kristen. I am sooooo sorry this isn't getting better for you.

You know you can e-mail me anytime about anything!



You are going to go back to the doc soon if things do not improve?????? It could be the effexor etc.

I hope things improve for you fast!

[hoping4help]

Thanks so very much for all your support here cysters, I really appreciate it. I'll be ok. Amy, thanks for the email, I'm a gonna email ya back! Thank you so much for the offers to talk. When things get overwhelming, like we all know, it really gets tough to hang on to that knot in the rope you tied a while back ya know? So, I had already missed posting so here I am lol:p
Now I'm having dreams about the lap lol cracks me up, then on tv last night on that show Jag (not sure if anyone watches it), the woman found out she had endometriosis, I have been having revelations and signs of going through with this lap.
The pre-op nurse is going to call me Mon or Tues, according to my obgyn and set up the appt, then most likely I'll be having the lap in a few weeks. Pink, you know, it very well could be the Effexor. Today marks my third week, and it has helped, it was like today I was bored because I didnt do much at all, when usually I'm just depressed and stay in bed LOL so I know it's helping, I just may have to find the balance, and keep working on what needs to be changed in me--no pill can do that.
A lot of this has to do with my hormones being all over the place! I'm not usually like this at all fast mood swings, no way.

Anyway, thanks cysters for being here and being supportive, I'll never forget it, and hope you're having a great weekend thus far