I Started Spotting Last Night...(PG and possible m/c ment.)

[Phoenix Rising ^^^]

Ok Ladies,
I have some not so good news.
Seriously, I'm scared to death. Last night I started having some brown spotting. During the night it changed to bleeding it's like the first day of AF. I have a sono scheduled for 1:15 today, and having my blood drawn. I just can't believe this is happening again. I've cried off an on and I told my DH if we had to lose this baby I would rather lose it now.
Only a few family members and my best friend know and everybody here on SC of course. I haven't told told my co workers and maybe I won't. I'm trying to be realistic, and I'm saying goodbye to my little baby. God, why me?
DH is still hopeful, and he keeps telling me not to worry, and that it may be nothing. That things might still be OK, I want to smack him. I know he wants to stay positive, but, I just feel like this pg is over.

[kwannabee]

Gina, go to the doctor!!! I'm sitting here remembering how i sat at home and will always kick myself for waiting...until it was too late...my thiughts are with you...take care!!!

[Kristina921]

I'm so sorry...I know exactly what you are going through...I'll keep you in my thoughts and prayers today...

[Phoenix Rising ^^^]

Thanks Kim, I have an appt at 1:15 today.

[TurtleLove]

i will send warm, healthy, sticky vibes your way all day and hope for the best.

[lil lizzie]

You're in my thoughts and prayers, Gina! {{{Hugs}}}

[Mustard Seed]

Gina - Oh, I was so upset to read your post this morning. I wish I could do something. I'm praying for you and your baby! (((((hugs)))))

[ZMAZ32]

I am praying that everything turns out ok for you. I completely understand how scary this is. I hope you take comfort in the fact that so many here support you and you have a Dr. that is taking this serious as well!

[jnmanderson]

Oh Gina!! I so wish there there were words that I could send you right now to help you feel better as I know how much you have been through!! There was a girl a work that had a baby about 3 months ago and in her early pregnancy she had the bright redding spotting/bleeding and thought she as having a m/c (as she had had once previously) well everything was fine! I hope that this is the case for you as well.

You are in my thoughts and prayers!!!

[LaurAnnHere]

Oh Gina, I pray that your baby is okay. Sometimes pregnancies survive even with heavy bleeding. I had heavy bleeding. I can't stand the thought of this happening to you again. You'll be in my thoughts and prayers. (((hugs)))

[nikkisix]

Oh, Gina - You are in my prayers always... I am sick over this, please update when you can, and know we are all thinking of you today...
Nicole

[Phoenix Rising ^^^]

Hi Everyone, I've posted this same message on a few other threads so, you may have seen this already.
As promised earlier, here is an update.
I just got back from my OB visit. He did an ultrasound and the pregnancy is
still INTACT!!!! We could see a sac and something (someone) very tiny
inside. It was too soon to see a beating heart though. I had a beta quant.
(HCG) drawn but the results weren't back in time for my appt. So, this very
sweet and compassionate Dr. told me that tomorrow we will know more based on
my
hormone levels. We will then decide if we look at my beta numbers again or
do
another ultrasound. So, I'm still pg at this point. He did tell me that my cervix is short in his opinion. but, that it is closed.
Please keep us in your
prayers.

Thanks for all the support, you don't know what it means to me.

[lovepotato]

Gina- I'm so glad you saw a little person! I'll be thinking of you lots and praying!

[Mustard Seed]

Gina, I'm crying tears of joy right now! There were definite prayers answered this morning! You, your dh and your new little one will continue to be in my prayers.

[Aprile78]

praying Gina