My Update

[Caz4Alex]

Hi Girls

My bubbas are still inside and hoping as long as possible. My blood tests came back good and my ultrasound says there's not been any change from last week. They mostly are just looking for blood flow of the babies etc and fluid around my little girl. My OB said he'd love to get me to 32 to 34 weeks. It'll all depend on my little Emilia and her fluid and well begin.
He said he hopes that with medications that he can keep me well.
I'm still bleeding i think it's going to be constant until the babies are born. After that i'll have the normal bleeding to put up with. I'm going to be spending alot of money on maternity pads from the look of things. Sometimes i'm known to nearly go through a full packet.
I would love to make 32 weeks it would be such a goal. I hate having no control over it and frustration gets a hold of me at times.
Dh stayed last night which really made me feel more back to my normal self. I'm very lucky as they have me in a double bed until i have the caesar and i have to be in a single for adleast 24 hours and whether there's a double that comes up.
They were saying that there's three of us twins pregnant in here for the long haul.
DD is down with my sister and enjoying every second of it. She's got two cousins to play with and one that's the same age.
I keep telling myself that i need to take care of myself, bubbas and if that means I have to spend a month or more in here i will.
Mum was saying she bumped into a lady that has a daughter that's been in here for over 10 weeks and has a child under the age of two at home.
I love feeling every movement it really reassures me that they seems to be okay. Though i get the bubbas heart beats checked like three or more times a day.
I have to say getting your bed changed everyday is good and fed really nice food two hourly is wonderful. I'm never hungry and don't have to do any house work.
When Maddi comes to visit i feel so strange it's like a visitor and i can't run around after her etc. When she throws a tantrum it's upsets me and i know it's just the age. I just find it hard to fight her and i'm scared that she'll forget i'm her mummy as everyone else is doing so much with her etc. I think it's really jealously and how can i be so jealous.
I better go have a shower before they go clean it today.


Carrie

[Liloppy]

I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers.

[LeeDawson]

caz,
its great news that the babies are still inside.. its a reasuring that things are still going smoothly.. its a rough road being in hosptial..

as for dd, she will never forget who her mummy is.. yes it is a very stressful time to be in hosptial, and not able to play with your dd. etc
Take it easy and we are all praying for you all..

please keep us updated..

[Serene Tamborine Mummy]

Thank you so much for dropping in and letting us know how every thing is going. My heart is breaking for you with what is happening with your twins and also not being able to be with dd. It must be so hard. Sounds like you are in a pretty good frame of mind though, just keep telling youself that you've got to do what you've got to do for your babies. You are in my thoughts. Good luck.
Donna.x

[Mandi-Lou]

Thinking of you Carrie. Hope the twins are doing ok at the moment. As for DD, she will obviously miss you, but she knows who her Mumma is don't worry. Look after yourself!

[Sapphire Spirit]

Carrie,
I hope you and your precious bubs are still keeping well. You are in my thoughts.

[Caz4Alex]

Hi Girls

We're still hanging in there. I've got my ultrasound tomorrow to see how the babies are developing. I believe they've had a big growth spurt in the last two weeks. My doctor has now brought it back to only another two weeks now. I know when the babies do come i will not be able to hold them and most likely only be able to touch their hands for a while. I know it's going to be hard though i want the best for them and if it's out of ours hands there's nothing i can do.
The last two days the nurse and doctors are asking if i'm getting contractions or tightings and i haven't as far as i know. I think they must be expecting me to get them fairly soon then. One of the nurses yesterday asked whether i am taking the drug that stops contractions and i said i haven't needed it yet.
My daughter is having her moments the last couple of days and i guess we have to expect that. She got baby sat on sunday and got sunburnt and she had the glassy eye and really tired and grumpy. I'm hoping that she's okay today.
I think that's all i can think of at the moment.


Carrie

[Pale Pink Aura]

Carrie I'm so pleased for you and your babies that you've lasted until 29 weeks. Every day inside is precious and I hope you can make it until at least 30 weeks (and what a blessing if you made it to 31!). I'll keep my fingers and toes crossed for you to make it to the two week goal. Best of luck and love.

[LeeDawson]

thats great news about the babys still being inside..

thanks for the update.